Show me your smile [Beelzemon x Reader]

68: Naked pond meditating

She smiles and holds your hands. "Close your eyes and lean your forehead against mine so I can find out how the energy circulates through your body." You close your eyes, entwine your fingers with hers and put your forehead against hers, emptying your mind. "Breathe in... Breathe out... Breathe in.... Breathe out..." she repeats calmly. She stops after a moment. "I found them. Let's get into the water." You follow her into the water. "Okay, what next?" She turns herself so that she floats on the water like it was a bed, in a starfish-resembling position. "You float on the water like this and relax. You follow her instructions and close your eyes.

"You'll find the natural course of the power inside you by meditating." You blush a little. "Are you sure? What if someone walks by? I don't want to be put on display like this..." "Hmm? I'm with you. I'll keep a watch on the passersby while you concentrate on the flow of energy inside." You sigh and close your eyes.

It's all black, but after a moment you see a starry sky above you even if you know your eyes are closed. You see seven big stars - a pastel green, a pastel blue and a pastel red, and under them marks that are bright purple, bright light green and bright orange. The pastel ones are positioned higher like a V and the bright colors are mirrored upside down under them. Between the two groups you see a white star that shines brighter than the rest. Your thighs, lower belly, chest and shoulders start feeling warm as you start feeling the power inside you.

The spots light up faintly as you feel the power inside you. Renamon's guiding voice speaks calmly to you. "You've managed to activate them. Now, open your eyes and stand up in the water with me." You do as told and start panting lightly. The water reaches your navel but it's not too cold, it's just perfect and it feels like it's embracing you with care, just like Beelzemon does sometimes.

She looks around and then at you in front of her. "I suppose you can activate the favors of love and friendship as you like, but how are you doing with purity?" You shrug. "I've pretty much never used it." She smiles and places her hand on your right shoulder. "Feel the power surging from here, and remember the feeling when the favor was bestowed upon you. That should help." You close your eyes again, feeling faint power coming out of it.

That's right, you remember it now. You want to help this world and its inhabitants, but the most important was the man you didn't know nor knew if he was real but still felt the urge to help him. The power feels like it's getting stronger. "My wish... Is to help the digimon in here... So that they could live happily in peace together." Now graceful wings of salvation form from your back. They shine white light even if they're faint green. You feel a sudden peace of mind and overflowing kindness until the wings fade away.

"... I'm out of words.." Renamon says. You pant lightly after but get back to your normal breathing soon enough as you take a break. "Now I think it's the time for your sins. Have you used them fluently yet?" You shake your head. "I think the only times have been with lust... When I've suddenly felt like I was in heat and couldn't stop no matter what. I just gained the two others so I'm not very familiar with them."

She wonders for a moment. "You must need to control them. Try thinking about my lord. Don't be afraid to think of... Heated things." You feel embarrassed but remember the feeling when he was very careful with you the first time you had sex out of love. It felt so great and at the same time fulfilling, making you feel like he truly cared for you instead of thinking of just himself. Your chest and your lower belly warm up. Vines start crawling over your body with the red and green flowers as the favor of purity stepped in to not let the feelings consume you. "This is interesting. Keep that thought and take a look at yourself." You open your eyes, seeing the vines. "Oh..."

"It seems purity is your so-called secondary, out-of-combat power that keeps you from being consumed by impurities. Normally if you came in touch with a code key, you'd immediately take the form of who bore it the last time, becoming a demon lord if you had even the least potential in you. It's interesting how you're still keeping your form after taking in all three code keys. It must be purity's doing." The vines fade and so do the flowers. "That feeling came in easier than the last times. I think I'm getting a better control with activating it." She nods.

"How about wrath? Is there anything that weighs your heart so that you want to go out and destroy everything of that sort?" You sigh. "The archangel business and their god. Why can't they just let this world be? Why do they have to purify it? It makes my... blood boil... I... I want to get this over with so that they'd leave us all be!" You clench your fists and orange thorns come out like the vines, except that they flow out of your body along your arms to your fists like boxing gloves. "Hmm.. This is even more interesting. You think about fighting the angels who don't understand to stop and you get thorn gloves." You look at them and they fade to your surprise.

"How about greed? I don't know much about it" she says. You look at the sky. "I want to know. I need to know everything of this world. I need to learn using this power to the fullest, I want more power so that I can stand on top of the world with Beelzemon without him thinking I'm weak. I want to become strong, stronger than anyone." A pendant appears to hang around your neck before it disappears. She sighs and covers her face. "Activating them seems like a success but what in the world...?"