Show me your smile [Beelzemon x Reader]

65: No drinking

You arrive back at the tower. You're being quiet because you're thinking about Pan and his wish to die. You get off Behemoth and climb to the top, taking a bottle of liquor. You down it like it's nothing. You feel like you can't take the pressure put on you for taking lives of possibly innocent beings. Beelzemon opens the door to the room and lays his arse on the sofa. "I suppose there's something with you Pan tried to talk about and it's like you know what's happening. Mind telling me?" he asks.

You wipe your mouth and have another bottle without answering him. "I'm still waiting for your answer. If you feel like you won't trust me enough to tell me what's going on it's your own decision and I'll respect you with that." "A cigarette" you say holding out your hand. "What?" he asks. "Give me one. I feel like smoking now." He gives you a cigarette and you light it, smoking it. "You know what.." you start and have another breath. "Carrying two sins with me.. I think they're slowly getting to me. My favor of purity is getting weaker by the day... I think that's what he tried telling us."

He buries his face into his hands before he looks back at you. "Why didn't you tell me earlier?" he asks. You smoke the cigarette until there's nothing left but the filter and stump it. "I didn't want to worry you too much.. I'm a burden to you, right? Why do you still put up with me...." you say and open another bottle. He walks to you and takes the bottle from your hands. "You're not drinking if you're sad. It makes things worse. Trust me, I do that too much. Don't cope with it." You reach for the bottle before giving up. He puts it up high and sits next to you on the bed.

"Now, when you drink you're supposed to have fun. You don't go and drink to drown your emotions" he says. You look at him and curl up on yourself after. "When I say no, it's a no to the bitter end." His arms wrap around you. "Remember, when you need me, I'm here for you. If it's a monster, I'll kill it. If it's a wound, I'll heal it. If it's an emotion, I'll share it. I wouldn't be here without you, so I need to be here for you too."

You close your eyes and return his hug. "When this is all over, do you still want to get married?" you ask him quietly. He holds you tighter. "I've been waiting for those words all my current life.. Of course I will." You stay there, quietly hugging him for a moment before opening your mouth again. "Beelzemon..." "Hm?" "Do you ever feel like... There's two minds in you.." He stays quiet for a little before answering. "Sometimes. They're both me though." "They're so different though..." you say. He sighs. "Yeah, they are. I know you know about this well since you raised me yourself."

You pull back from the hug and cup his cheeks with your hands. "Let me try something" you say. A green diamond-like tattoo appears to your forehead to the place where he has his third eye. You pull his head down to link the places of your mark and his third eye. You have green energy going through your upper body. Your consciousness fades into black.

You find yourself in a dark dome with a screen and a remote. You examine around it and see two characters, sitting in their chairs. They're Baalmon and Beelzemon. "What? How did you get here?" Beelzemon's character says. "We meet again. I thought last time was the last" Baalmon's character speaks. You smile and answer. "Magic~" They get up and walk to you. Their figures are both hazy, like when Beelzemon took his form before evolving. Baalmon gets on his knee and kisses the back of your hand. Beelzemon pushes the other one away and grabs you by your wrist, pulling you closer for a kiss. You're a little overwhelmed by this but kiss back briefly before pulling back.

"So.. You're literally two guys in one guy. Ever thought of, you know, combining?" you ask. They both stand in front of you, forming a triangle with you as the peak. Baalmon shakes his head and Beelzemon laughs. "Me? With that wuss? Seriously, I'm not giving up myself to turn out like that sorry ass quiet asshole. Seriously, he's ruining my character." "I don't want to see him ruin you. Also, how are your periods? Are they hard on you?" Baalmon asks. "No, now it's not about me. It's about you two. I think... If you don't compromise with each other, you'll both eventually perish. You'll leave behind an empty corpse. So stop fighting, you're weak enough as you are."

They look at each other. "We'll have to think about it. Right, you rascal?" Baalmon asks Beelzemon. "Hmph. I guess we should if we want to stay with you." The both shake hands reluctantly. "You go back, we'll handle this when you sleep" Baalmon says and something pulls you back out of the mind. You lean back and look at the demon lord's body before you. "What... happened..." he asks. You smile. "It's a secret!"

He smiles back at you. "I'll be like a new man in the morning, sweetie." You look at him. "Hmm? So you know what I did?" you ask. He places his finger on your lips. "Now, want to go break down a desolate city?" You smirk. "Do you even have to ask?" He gets up and takes his Berenjena, using a cloth to shine it. Then he gazes over it and smirks. "Ready to go wreck some stuff?" You rush to the door. "Let's go." He follows you as you run to the foot of the tower. You grab the Behemoth and walk it to the front of the door so that he could just hop on. He gets on and you hold onto him as you both speed off into the distance.