Breaking Zane Blac. //COMPLETED//[But Not Edited ]

Chapter 33

(still editing)

Zane's POV

There she was sitting quietly in my car looking out the window, I was still trying to process all that happened today and all I could think about was what Josh said," Could she really be in love with me?

But she didn't really deny it back there," my subconscious taunts me

"Nooooo, you can't go back there man," my subconscious taunts me. Get your head straight, you can't put yourself out there again, she would only scatter your heart like she always does.

But I need answers, I needed to know why Josh said all those things, I needed to know why she defended me in front of him.

So many questions coursing through me, I couldn't think straight

Damn it, she always does this to me

"Hey are you okay," I heard her say, her voice laced with concern that I couldn't help but look at her, those eyes that haunts me every night were looking right at me with that little smile on her face I couldn't help but love

"God Damn it, Kate," I said putting the car to a stop

"What are we there yet," She asked nervously

"Why Kate, Why now?

Kate's POV...

There he was staring straight at the road with the same contemplating look he had since we left school as if he was having an inner battle between good and evil, between whether to just forget all about what happened today and just drop me off in the middle of the road

Hi are you okay, "I asked smiling a bit knowing fully well that I was currently walking on thin ice there, but just had to know what was going on in his mind

"God damn it, Kate, "he let outputting the car to a stop

I really didn't know how to respond to that, I knew he was going to lash out but I really didn't know it was going to be this soon

I had to say something; just anything would be good right now in this situation

What! are we there yet? "I let out nervously

(God is that the best I could come up with)

'Why Kate, Why now? "He asked looking at me with so much pain that I wanted to just hug and kiss him to take all those pain away

"I... "I swallowed hard fidgeting with my hands in my lap. 'I was so confused, I didn't really know how to answer his question

"You broke me, Kate, you left me and took my feelings for granted, you have no idea how many times I had wanted to hurt you, for you to feel the same way I felt the day you said those words to me.

It took me so much time to get over the fact that you were with that douche, so why do you have to draw me back into your world which I am trying to pull myself from, "he continued.

You chose that asshole, even after I latterly begged you to choose us

So why all this? Why did you stand up to Josh for me? Why did you tell him all those things in front of everyone?

"My limbs were so cold, as I tried to stop them from trembling. He was shaking my world again

Am sorry," I let out

If I could turn back the hands of time and change all that I did, I would definitely do that without thinking twice.

I never meant to hurt you Zane trust me."I said looking at him, my heart was beating really fast, feeling nervous because this was it. We were about to go our separate ways