Breaking Zane Blac. //COMPLETED//[But Not Edited ]

Chapter 24

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Kate's POV...

I woke up feeling more downcast than usual,  didn't get much sleep  last night as replayed Zane's words in my head over and over again , allowing his hateful words to consume me whole knowing it was all my fault

I felt angry with myself because I was totally confused and feeling all these conflicting emotions, I was with Josh and I hated I had to remind myself every time about this fact

I really do like Josh, he is perfect in every way and our relationship meant a lot to me, knowing that I couldn't go back to my old story with Zane,besides he clearly said how he felt about me now and I did lost any chance with him

I was the one who rejected him and he had every right to be angry with me, he had the right to move on with his life and forget about me, I could only imagine how devastated he must have been after I rejected him, so why was I being selfish? , why do I still crave his touch on my skin

His lack of emotions towards me broke me in so many ways , and when he finally spoke to me pushing all those hurtful words out of his mouth... I felt doleful and unable to find peace I did been trying so hard to find lately

Josh and I had this perfect relationship bubble, where everything was in sync, I had Emma and Cali who were always there to hear me rant over and over, but there was still that voice in my head saying over and over again  that something was missing

Those intense feelings I felt were twisted and addictive at the same time and I needed to get my mind off them.

Thinking of Josh helped calm me down, it helped me remember I had a promise of a peaceful future

I just needed time. I needed more time and these feelings would definitely disappear. They had to," I assured myself

I was on my way downstairs to have breakfast when I got Josh's "Good morning message, which was something he did every day

He was so thoughtful and caring to always do this ,that this was kind of our everyday routine

He would text me every morning before he comes to pick me up to drive me to school and I was slowly getting used to seeing him every morning waiting by his car with two cups of coffee and a box muffins in his hand. This made me feel like I could have a normal and drama free life

I texted Josh back with a smiley face as I entered the kitchen. The smell of waffles and bacon hit my nostrils which made me smile in an instant

I just love it when she makes me breakfast even though I wasn't up to eating anything lately

Good morning mom!"I yelled greetings  her loudly so she could hear me through the music blasting through the kitchen

Morning sweetie," she responded flipping over the waffles, you want some waffles dear, I'm m making it just the way you like it

Thanks... Mom but a glass of milk would do, "I said taking the milk out of the fridge

But you haven't been eating well of late, and you are getting thinner and your cheeks are losing its color," she said examining me further

Are you sure you are okay," she asked again

Yeah Mom I'm doing just good, I'm not just hungry that's all and Josh would actually be waiting for me already, "I responded kissing her and running towards the door

As usual Josh was there, standing with two cups of coffee and a box of muffins in his hands as he smiled back at me gesturing me over

Morning princess, here is your coffee and a muffin," he said kissing me softly

Thanks, babe, I responded with a warm smile as I got into the car

The car ride to school was as always, the same music playing, Josh holding my hand as he drove..... it was basically our tradition this past months

We made our way into the parking lot, which was already full, so he found a place to park at the far end of the parking lot.... So we had to walk a long distance to get to the main building

Entering the school hallway holding hands, Josh kissed me goodbye as always, cause we have only few classes together

On my way to my locker, I suddenly felt the curious glances of some students directed at me ,it was unusual cause I was never the center of attention

I felt so uncomfortable,so I took out my phone quickly and texted Emma, as she would definitely know what was going on

But as always Emma did not reply my text, so I texted Cali the second-best person to know what was going on

Hey are in school, everyone is looking at me so weirdly... What's up. " I texted sharply

Cali replied almost immediately

"Oh no girlfriend, you need to come to your locker quickly. Shit just happened..." she texted back

Cali's text got me so worried, so I hurriedly walked down to my locker, I suddenly noticed several students gathered around my locker taking pictures

What now?" I thought to myself

They all noticed my presence, so they quickly moved aside from my locker in order to enable me to see what had gotten all their attention, my gaze suddenly fell on the horrific sight which made me I freeze in shock , I couldn't breathe and my throat was gradually closing up

I was looking at the word written in red spray paint across my locker,making ridicule of me with its derogatory and horrifying meaning

My vision blurred for a moment, a sudden throbbing sensation formed in my head as I took in what was written on my locker

It was the same word Zane had used to insult me, the other night at the bar

Slut...

That's a new low even of Zane. Don't you think so?...
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