So how's 2019 going so far Pyrite?

I should really publish my drafts from like, the holidays

Dipper glanced over at his sister, Mabel, who was snoring in the passenger's seat. He hadn't slept in a full forty-eight hours, but he insisted on taking turns driving since the trip was about eleven hours. Driving helped take his mind off of things usually, but this time he just had too much to think about.

Four years ago, after they'd come back from their summer trip, their parents had decided that maybe their gruncles weren't the best influences, and kept them from going back. Mabel and Dipper both agreed, deciding it was best to not feed the fire and waited patiently for graduation. They focused on their studies during this time. During sophomore year, however, something happened that would change his life forever.

He met a boy named Alex. For the first time since his crush on Wendy all those years ago, Dipper's heart was soaring. He couldn't stand being around Alex because he felt like a lovesick puppy every time, without fail. Alex noticed this behavior, and after they started talking for a while, he asked Dipper out. Of course, Dipper's parents weren't happy (they weren't exactly supportive of his newfound sexuality), but Mabel was absolutely thrilled.

Alex was sweet at first. He took Dipper on these romantic dates and walked him to his classes, and he loved hanging out with Dipper's sister and friends. He always tried to include Dipper in things, and Dipper felt more loved than he'd ever felt before. After a few months, however, that all changed.

okay first of all

 none of that is mine. I needed a coverup if my parents were to read this.

all of that fic belongs to @Purple_Merle on Ao3. 

go read their fic it looks interesting. i would link it but wattpad doesn't do copy&paste

the real story here is that my parents are helicopter parents???

theyre just really protective thats all, i dont have any social media and i had to beg for FF.N

wattpad and pottermoore i joined without them knowing and they still monitor wattpad (i forgot my pottermoore password)

i have no social media. I have pinterest which half counts but mum semi monitors that as well

my emails are monitored by school and all of this means i feel a little cramped.

i got a phone lastyear and a phonenumber with it due to me having to walk to school somedays and my mums protective instincts overriding technology hating.

she often snarks to me that she regrets giving me the shitty thing and that ive become more secluded.

i think its more that i am more social, its just with a wider spread series of people. 

I HAVE A FRIEND IN AMERICA WHO TELLS ME PARTS OF HER DAY TO DAY LIFE AND WE GOSSIP AND SHIT.

sometimes its hard being an extrovert with social anxiety

but yeah the big thing is, i did basically the first thing on my way to having a sort of double life.

i made myself a personal email address!!!!!!!*

That isnt much but with it came a rush of freedom!!!

i could get a tumblr!!!!

i could get social media!!!!

i could plan a future career!!!!!!!

THE BEST PART IS NOW I COULD SWEAR OVER EMAIL AND NOT CONSTANTLY WORRY ABOUT EMAILING PEOPLE AND THEM REALISING ITS A SCHOOL EMAIL

I could talk to you guys

I could *le gasp*

IM GONNA SUBSCRIBE TO PEWDIPIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUT FIRST SOMEONE NEEDS TO TELL ME HOW BECAUSE IVE NEVER ACTUALLY HAD THIS FREEDOM AND THE BIGGEST THING I EVER DID ALONE WITHOUT GOOGLING HOW WAS LITERALLY LOOKING AT APPS IN THE APP STORE.

I DIDINT KNOW HOW TO INSTALL APPS UNTIL LATE LAST YEAR.

WHAT IS THIS FREEDOM FEELING?!?!?!?!

ITS BEAUTIFUL.

I COULD DO ALL KINDS OF THINGS.

so followers, friends, fans, and feople**

TheFandomAlchemist@hotmail.com

is now a thing!!!!!! 

ALSO A SUPER SPECIAL THING HAPPENED!!!!!

MY STUPID DIARY SHITPOSTING THAT IM GIVING TO THE WORLD HAS REACHED 600 VIEWS!!!!!!!

I KNOW THAT MOST OF THE FICS I READ HAVE WAY HIGHER BUT JUST WOW!!!!!!!!!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP!!!!!!!!!!

THATS AMAZING!!!!!!

LOOK POSITIVE PYRITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BECAUSE IM HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*i made two but the first one i forgot the password to

**see? alliteration