Soul Punk || andtrick/pandy

Thinking

Patrick's Pov

I'm getting out of the shower when my phone rings.

Joe

"Hey, Joe, what's up " I said drying my blonde hair.

" hey Trick, umm I was wondering if Andy, Pete, you, and me can go out and hang out somewhere like a bar? " he asked hopeful.

" Umm... I guess. Was Pete and Andy going? "I asked him

" Yeah" he answered. I'm surprised that Andy is going.

"okay well what time are we meeting? " I asked

" around 8:00 pm " he said

" okay I'll be there "

" okay bye"

"bye " and with that I hit end. I get dressed in a blue the shirt, with black cardigan, jeans and my glasses. I'm too lazy to put my contacts in. I go down stairs and sit on the couch. I turned the Tv on but I can't focus.

Why does Andy cut?

He is depressed. I know that the band breaking up took a toll on all of us but I guess it hit Andy hard. It's hit me hard too. Being fat shamed, no good with out Fall Out Boy, and more but I try hard to ignore. I blame myself for Folie A Deux being a failure. I went my way and not Pete, Joe and Andy 's ways. Folie A Deux was too Pop culture than Punk Pop/Rock culture. I am depressed because of what I did but I cover it. But Andy. He didn't do anything. But his past is what makes him depressed. He had a bad child and teenhood. But I am not going into detail. But something is bothering him. I got to find out. I wish I could of helped him earlier. I wish someone would of helped me during Infinity On High because I was depressed during that. I wrote Golden because I was depressed. Not Pete. It was me. Pete wrote What a Catch, Donnie for me. Because he knew my pain. Fall Out Boy would not be here if it wasn't for Andy, Joe, Pete, and I. I wish people would realize that but they are too selfish. That's why I wrote Love, Selfish Love.

I noticed how empty I feel again. I wasn't with Andy. Did his pain filled me with caring to help him. I'm confused. I catch myself saying how handsome he is or how amazing his smile is. He is perfect. There I go again. I think I like Andy.

I think I like like Andy......