Chimerical

Fixing

Reyna was taken aback. Why had nobody told her that they would be able to feel that? She put her face in her hands and felt like crying. All this tiptoing around everyones feelings and this is what she ended up doing? Hurting everyone anyway? She dropped her hands to look at him then. "Im so sorry anoch. I didnt mean to do that to you. I just needed...to forget everything for a while. My brain felt like it was going to explode. And I didnt know anyone would know." She apologized, trying not to cry.

Anoch put his hands on her shoulders. "Don't worry about it alright. I need you to focus for a minute." He said softly. "These threads are powerful in many ways. But I'm sure what hurts the most is thinking you've made your choice. So I'm sorry to say it but you should inform the other two that you haven't chosen yet and I'm sure it will be fine alright. Don't cry. Just know I'm not upset with you. I understand that you had whole lives with the others as well. And honestly like I said. I'm just relieved you haven't picked yet."

Reyna looked at him sadly and shook her head. "No. I havent picked yet. I havent even spoken to everyone to find out if they even still want me or not. I wanted to spend time with everyone after those visions and talk to them. I have no idea what im going to do yet." She said feeling lost. She ran a hand through her hair with frustration at herself. He was so selfless. Letting her know. And even suggesting she take time to let the others know she hadnt made a choice. He could have kept it to himself and sabotaged her other relationships. He really was a good man. "Can i have a minute to let them know? Id still really like to spend time with you. If you still want to?" She asked hopefully.

Anoch nodded. "Of course. I'll be right here when you get done with the others." He said smiling. "I can't sleep anyway. I keep forgetting we're safe here." He added with a chuckle.

Reyna chuckled then. "You should go outside. Its too peaceful to forget." She offered softly. She didnt have any intention of leaving. It wasnt fair to anoch. She was just going to use the threads. So she reached down and grabbed isekis thread. "Is? Baby?" She asked, guilt and apology rolling through the thread to him. She needed him to be alright.

Anoch chuckled. "I probably will." He said grinning. Then he watched her grab a thread.

Iseki felt Reyna in his mind. He grabbed the thread. (What's wrong?) He asked concerned when he felt her emotions. (Are you alright?) Even in his sadness that she'd picked someone else he still loved and cared about her.

Reyna sighed with relief when he spoke to her. (No im not alright. You think that I picked someone over you. And i didnt. Do you really think i would pick someone else without telling you first? I would let you know if i was even leaning towards someone else baby. Dont be sad. Im right here." She reassured.

It took Iseki a moment to register what she was saying. Then a wave of relief washed over him. (So you haven't picked yet?) He asked. His heart was racing and he wanted to kiss her desperately.

Reyna shook her head mentally. (No. I havent picked yet. I promised you together forever even before these threads. I will let you know when I make my choice. I wouldnt do that to you. But i am sorry. Anoch told me you all felt that. And i didnt know. Nobody told me you all could feel what i feel.) She apologized genuinely. She sent to him as much as she could that she didnt want to hurt him.

Iseki took a deep breath. (I think we can only feel really strong feeling you have.) He said softly. (I would have to hold the thread to feel anything more. And I don't want to eavesdrop on you.) He let out a sigh of relief that she cared enough to keep him in the loop.