Chimerical

Cry for help

Sunlaw nodded. "Yeah I know." He said simply. He didn't understand why she was talking to him about it.

Reyna ran a hand through her hair and sighed before looking at him. "Im sorry. I didnt know you would have to feel it like that. Thats really shitty and im really sorry that it happened." She apologized genuinely.

Sunlaw cocked an eyebrow at her. "I'm glad I could feel it." He said simply. (What exactly is she apologizing for?) He thought.

Reyna furrowed her brow at him. "Why would you be glad you could feel it?" She asked

With utter confusion.

Sunlaw kept his eyebrow cocked. "As opposed to finding out later that you fucked someone else?" He said as if it were obvious. "I mean I get you had visions with all of us but that's still bullshit."

Reyna narrowed her eyes at him. "You act like i did something behind your back. It hasnt even been an hour." She said plainly. She was offended that he was being such a prick about it.

"I don't see what time has to do with the fact that you fucked someone else." Sunlaw said flatly. "Wouldn't you be upset if I went and fucked someone else, right now?"

Reyna crossed her arms defensively. "No. I wouldnt." She said honestly. She didnt know what else to say on the matter. She felt like he was making her decision easier on her. One less person to be tied to.

"Oh of course not. You got other men to fall back on right?" Sunlaw said as tears stung his eyes. "Well I don't have any other guarantee of love like you do. So you fucking someone else hurts. Not makes my life easier."

Reyna stood from the bed then. She didnt have anything else to say to him. And she really didnt need him judging her or making her feel like shit about herself. She hated herself enough without him adding to it. She turned to head from the room without another word.

Sunlaw turned away and refused to look at her as she left. (I wish I never got threaded to her. I would have rather just been her friend than this.) He thought sadly.

Reyna closed the bedroom door, completely done with him. Her arms remained crossed as she walked down the hallway and back outside. All she was doing was hurting these people. And she hated it. She wished she had just stayed dead when she fell off the chernog. Because what was the point of all of this? These men loving her when she was nothing more than broken pieces? She wasnt going to do it anymore. She didnt want any of the damn threads. She didnt want to be in this world. She didnt want anything to do with any of this princess business. She didnt want any of it anymore. What good were seeing these futures that were never going to come true? She didnt see the point anymore. She was tired of all of it. She walked down the path towards isekis mothers statue, visibly upset. She didnt have anywhere else to go. She stopped when she reached the statue and looked at her face. "I told you i would come and say goodbye before i left. So im keeping my word. Im really glad that i got to see you and your village." She said genuinely before turning to walk out of the village.

Iseki had a feeling in his gut and he ran to the garden. He didn't know why but something there was calling him urgently.  He skidded to a stop before nearly running Reyna over. "Fuck babe. What are you doing out here?" He asked. He furrowed his brow then. "What's wrong? Did something happen?"

Reyna was making her way out of the village when iseki nearly plowed into her. Was the thread letting him know what she was feeling again? She didnt want him to see how hurt she was. "Im leaving." She said before walking around him to continue leaving.