Fly Away To Chicago (Completed)

Chapter Ten- Sorry

"What do you want?" He repeats just as viscously as the first time.

I recover my thoughts & bounce back from his extreme anger.

"I wanted to tell you what happened." I start & he rolls his eyes.

"I know what happened. Bennett told everyone except your brother. I'm not stupid." He states.

I hold up a hand. "I didn't say you were stupid. And Bennett lied. We never had sex. Mark stopped it. We almost did, but we didn't. I'm really sorry, but I didn't even know that had happened until a few hours ago. I'm sorry I got in your bed this morning. I was going to apologize to you, but you were sleeping so I just laid down with you to wait. Who moved me?" I ask letting the hurt show just a bit.

His face softens a bit. "Who do you think moved you? I'll give you a hint. It wasn't me or Caden or Jackson or Mark. Who done it?" He asks sarcastically.

My eyes widen slightly. I'd thought it was Mark. Who was it then?

"Was it Zack? I thought he hated me." I ask.

He shakes his head. "He doesn't hate you. He's just protective of his friends & you hurt me. He doesn't hate you. He thinks you're awesome. He's just mad right now, trust me." He says.

I sigh with relief. "Did he move me?" I ask again.

He frowns & shakes his head. "He knew I wanted space so he stayed away, but Bennett came in to apologize." He says & rolls his eyes.

"And he saw me?" I question.

He nods. "He woke me up when he picked you up & he said he'd be back then he had this lame ass apology after he put you in bed. God he can't even apologize right." He says & scowls deeply.

I step toward him slowly, cautiously.

"Tyler? Can I make my apology?" I ask quietly.

He looks back at me with pain filled eyes & he nods.

I send a small smile to him.

"Ok. Well you know I didn't have sex with him so I guess I'll start with why it happend." I say slowly & look at him. He's relaxed yet he looks still in pain.

"When I first came here there was an obvious attraction to all of you. I mean you guys were hot, but then I got to know you all & Jackson, Mark, & Zack became my brothers. Bennett was just an ass so I hated him & then there was you." I say & smile brightly at the end remembering when Tyler & I first met. I smile too & I know he remembers.

"When you & I got together I was so happy & then Kenny showed up. I went through all that drama again. When he left I was really sad so I drank & drank & drank. I'm not a very good drunk." I admit sheepishly.

"I shouldn't have done it. It was stupid of me to drinks that much, but I thought it'd just help me sleep. Sadly I was wrong & I hurt you in the process. Being drunk somehow made me forget my hatred for Bennett & only think of the attraction I first felt for him. He was high also so please don't blame it on him. It's both our faults." I finish.

He nods in understanding.

"I'm really sorry. I regret all of it. I just want to be happy with you. You make me so happy. Please just think about it. I care about you & I'll respect anything you decide." I say & look into his eyes so he knows I'm serious.

Truthfully if he didn't want to be with me I'd be very upset & I'd probably ignore him for a while.

He nods again & sits on his bed.