They'll never love me
If I show them who I really am,
Allowing them to see inside me
Only to toss me aside like garbage
They'll never love me
I am too weak, too afraid
Of failing and being useless,
Unable to do my purpose
They'll never Love me
I push them away,
And taunt them for their weaknesses
Only so I can hide my own
They'll never love me
I hide behind a broken smile,
Eyes bright with a fake joy
That I wish could be real
They'll never love me
I can barely love myself
My mirror is a torture device,
Placed to tear my soul to pieces
They'll never love me
So long as they have common sense
And see right through my walls
That I so desperately want them to break
They'll never love me
I am a failure, always a failure
Letting them down left and right
Hurting them so much I want to die
They'll never love me
And I'll never blame them
Because how can you love a man
Who doesn't love himself
A mistake
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Sanders Sides One-Shots
FanfictionA collection of Sanders Sids One-Shots + Headcanons taken from my tumblr, leesacrakon.