Joonie || NamBTS

1) Little

It was 10:36 am in the morning and joonie was sitting inside his closet. With a pastel blue sweater, black shorts, and some frilly purple socks. The young adult was holding a Ryan to his chest and seemed to have a tea party with his other stuffies. A Ryan paci resting on his lips, bobbing slightly as he hummed in content. Why, you may ask? Because he was a little. But shhh, don't tell anyone. Joonie doesn't want his boyfriends to not like him. The thought of them hating him is icky.

"Do you wan' cookies, wyan? Y-yoongi hyung gave", he speaks in short speeches whenever he's in little space because his age was too small to catch the correct grammar.

He held ryan's head and made it nod, smiling happily as he did. "Good wyan", he held the glass kettle in his large hand but being the little clumsy baby he Is, he dropped it and it shattered on the floor with a loud sound. Joonie gasped as tears pricked the corner of his big doe eyes. Scared, he tried to pick up the pieces but only managed to get those shreds piercing his hand. He hissed and cried even more. It hurt.

In the kitchen, jin was making breakfast for everyone with jungkook. The maknae decided to tag along that day. The younger was making syrup and jin was preparing the batter for the pancakes when they heard a shattering sound. They gave each other a look before running towards the room where the sound came from. Knowing all too well, jin and jungkook approached namjoon's room. "Namjoon, baby, are you okay?",jin asked. "Yeah, baby, you okay?", jungkook asked too, worry laced in his tone. Namjoon flinched. Poor baby was scared. "M' o-okay", he said timidly. "You sure, omega", he heard jungkook say and he whimpered slightly. Jungkook really knew when to use his alpha tone. "Umm....y-yeah", he answered. "Okay, baby. Come to me if you need anything", the oldest of the three said and soon namjoon heard footsteps fading away. He got up with his Ryan to his chest and made his way to the bathroom. He winced every time while removing the shreds from his now bloody hand. He looked over at Ryan and smiled sweetly, his dimples prominent deeply. "Don' wowwy, wyan. Joonie's 'kay", he reassured the unmoving plush.

He quickly took a shower and after he got out, he bandaged his injured hand. He was in his normal headspace again. That means, one more day of sufferings. He was tired of himself, his life. Nothing satisfied him anymore except music and the constant affection from his pack. No, he wasn't depressed. Just tired. Bts had made it big and being the leader of the biggest boy band in the world was really taking a toll on him. It wasn't easy. It never is. Constant tours and concerts were tiring him out. He was so tired. So, so tired.

He went out of his room, wanting to spend some time with his lovers. Being the only omega of the pack had its perks.

Everyone was laughing on the dining table, talking to each other. Well, except for one, taehyung. That boy was really something. He wasn't a morning person. That explains why he had both of his hands on the table and slept peacefully over them. Namjoon smiled. Taehyung was definitely his favorite, but shh, don't tell the others. He loved all of them equally.

"Good Morning, everyone", he chirped and smiled, plopping down on his chair lazily. " Good morning, joonie", everyone replied. Taehyung's ears perked as he woke up and tackled the omega in a tight hug. Namjoon laughed and hugged him back but before be knew, taehyung was kissing him roughly. A kiss turned into a heated make out session before someone cleared their throat. "We're here on the table too. Control your hormones, bitch. We're wild for joon too", the eldest rapper commented and everyone on the table laughed besides jin who glared at the younger who just shrugged. Tae pouted cutely and namjoon flushed a deep red.

As they sat together, jin was the first to notice namjoon's bandaged hand and gasped. He quickly got up from his seat and walked towards namjoon, taking his right hand in his. "Joon, how did it happen?",he asked softly. Everyone looked at him worriedly and namjoon couldn't help but smile guiltily. "A-actually I was pouring myself some tea from that expensive glass kettle you bought last week",Namjoon bit his lip before looking up at jin who just nodded for him to continue, "so i-it just f-fell a-and-","broke",jin completed namjoon's sentence and he nodded, looking down sheepishly. Jin smiled fondly at the purple haired man, baby was scared. How cute. "It's Okay, baby. You're Okay, right?",namjoon nodded, "then everything's fine", he kissed namjoon's forehead before going back to his seat. Everyone smiled at their leader and continued eating. It's okay, it was just once. It's not like namjoon can be so clumsy and make mistakes again and again, right? Maybe.

After finishing the food and thanking both of the cooks, everyone plopped lazily on the couch, binge-watching random movies. Namjoon was sat between hoseok and jimin, both of the alphas had their arms around him while namjoon rested his head on the elder's chest.

Namjoon wasn't really a showy person and he didn't like crying in front of others. In fact, he hated the pitifulness many eyes held after you tell them about your hardships. So he didn't protest when jimin suggested watching "La La Land", one more reason was, he didn't know the story behind it. He just knew it was a sad movie.

As the ending neared, namjoon found himself fighting back tears. His eyes stung and he felt uncomfortable. It wasn't much sad for the others, rather beautiful. But because of all the things going through his mind often, he couldn't help but keep himself in their place. What if it was him and bts? What if they had also left like all the other trainees they had before? What if- ,before he could think anymore, hoseok cut his train of thoughts.

"Babe, what happened?",the elder asked. "N-nothing", namjoon tried smiling but failed miserably. "You're crying", hoseok whispered softly and then smiled. His heart shaped smile illuminating from the tv's light that namjoon oh so loved. " 's sad, alpha", he said and hid his face in the crook of his boyfriend's neck. "Aw, baby. C'mere", hoseok smiled when Namjoon moved more closer and sniffled. This catched the members' attention and they looked over at the two rappers expectantly. Hoseok smiled reassuringly before replying, "He's just emotional", everyone sighed and started deciding other movies. Jimin smiled at the curled boy and patted his hair softly. Namjoon let out a small mewl and jimin couldn't help but smile widely. Cute.

After 2 more movies, namjoon was already asleep. Hoseok picked him up to his room. Everyone kissed each other and went to sleep. It was peaceful.

I decided to post today since I was doing nothing. Enjoy!