Joonie || NamBTS

31) Sort it out

"W-what?", hoseok was the first one to speak, tears streaming down his face. His voice was hoarse, cracking too much.

Everyone looked at a crying Jackson, who was biting his hand to muffle his loud sobs, though failing horribly.

"Do you know how difficult it was for me to calm him down? He didn't want me to fucking touch him", he said slowly, trying to hold his ground.

"He- he fucking thought he cheated on you guys! And I knew that wasn't the namjoon I knew. Namjoon would never say anything like that. That's when I realized you guys fucking broke him to the point he was no longer able to differentiate between right or wrong. All because of you!", he cried.

Well, everyone was crying. They were shocked to hear all this. To hear what namjoon had gone through when they had abandoned him. But all of them had one question : Who tried to do that to namjoon?

"Jung Young", Jackson's voice pierced through the thin air.

Seokjin looked at him in confusion, wiping his eyes harshly. Jackson gave him a murderous glare. "The rapist. Jung Young. Isn't he your close friend, Yoongi?", he looked at the said male, eyes red and fierce.

Yoongi flinched. He nodded meekly. He never knew he was friends with a rapist. He didn't know.

"I-I didn't know..", he trailed off. "I know you didn't. You think you'd be alive if I didn't?", he asked through gritted teeth. Yoongi cowered back under his gaze. Sure, he was an alpha but Jackson was known to be one of the most powerful alphas in the idol world, of course he would be scared.

"Jackson", seokjin warned, making the said male scoff. "What? You wanna fight? Come on, man. I'm not scared. I'm waiting for revenge as well", he said, completely serious.

"Hyung, please", Jimin plead. He was hurting and all this was too much for him.

"Please?", Jackson huffed. "What please? You scared to know what happened to your ex? Your leader? Huh? But I'm not gonna spare any of you. I'm gonna let you know what I felt", he hissed.

Hoseok shivered. He was silent this whole time. He wanted to say something but nothing came out. He didn't want to hear what jackson was going to say next. He knew he wouldn't be able to handle his pain anymore.

"That night, I had to take him to the got7 dorm with me. I lied to my whole pack! And namjoon? He waited for you guys to just fucking call him or come over to comfort him or even fucking ask about his whereabouts! But did you do that? No! I was fucking shocked when I woke up that morning and didn't see a single call from any- any of you. Did you not care about him? At all? I can't fucking believe it. He called me the very next day when I dropped him and-", he stopped for a breath, heart heavy. His voice became more sloppy as sadness combined with anger dawned on him.

The next he spoke, his voice was barely heard. "And he told me that none of you asked about him. And your agency had no idea that he wasn't home the previous night. Really?", he looked up with glassy, questioning eyes, "You really didn't care? Why? Just because you thought he cheated on you guys?", he sucked in a deep breath, shakier than ever.

"I'm sorry", it was Jimin who whispered. He knew namjoon wasn't home that night. And he was the one who convinced the agency as well as the other members that namjoon must've gone home. He was the one who told everyone that namjoon was in his room just because it was locked.

"Sorry? You're sorry?", Jackson laughed mockingly. "Like that's gonna change anything? Do you know how hard it was for me? Seeing him cry everyday? After every fucking concert? Every fucking award show? I hated it, hated seeing him like that. But he hated it the most. It hurt him when you guys acted like there wasn't any problem with you guys, just because you were in front of the camera. Why would you do that to him? He's the kindest, the most precious, most beautiful person I've ever met. Inside out. But all those months had been hell for him", he whispered the last part.