Joonie || NamBTS

19) Bloody Hands

"Yoongi hyung, please stop crying. He'll be okay", Jimin said worriedly as he firmly held the elder who was crying silently, shivering in his hold.

Suddenly, jungkook barged past them, looking absolutely furious. Yoongi stood up abruptly, chasing after jungkook. Jimin following quickly behind. Yoongi held Jungkook's wrist and turned him around.

"Where the fuck do you think you're going!?", yoongi shouted angrily.

Jungkook's eyes were gleaming red with anger. His alpha senses coming to light as he growled at yoongi, making the elder cower in fear.

"Don't come after me. It's an order", he spat. Hearing his alpha voice, yoongi got startled and hid behind jimin, little tears already prickling the corner of his eyes.

"Kook-", Jimin started but couldn't finish because jungkook lifted his index finger infront of him, clearly stating that he didn't wanna hear whatever he had to say. And Jimin could just sigh and nod.

Jungkook turned around and walked upstairs. But halfway through the stairs, he turned back, a murderous glint in his eyes. "Don't dare coming up", he said lowly. Jimin and yoongi visibly shivered at the words. They didn't know what was going to happen but they just hoped jungkook wouldn't hurt namjoon because he would sure regret it later. Whatever was going to happen, they couldn't do anything. They were helpless.

Jungkook knocked at the door and when no answer came, he opened it with his own duplicate key. Namjoon was sleeping on his bed and jungkook angrily pulled him off of the soft material.

Namjoon's eyes jolted open as he watched as jungkook with confusion before it morphed into a terrified expression as jungkook lifted his hand and his palm collided with Namjoon's
right cheek.

"What do you think of yourself!? Hurting yoongi and Jimin just like that!? I know you don't love us anymore but at least we care about you", jungkook spat loudly. "You're just a little piece of shit and here we were going to fucking apologize!", another slap collided with Namjoon's face, making his eyes roll back in pain.

"Please k-kookie... I-I do love y'all-"

“you don’t! you don’t love us! you don’t deserve us.”

Jungkook chanted as he hit Namjoon again and again. Each time his fist pounded on Namjoon's chest, his cheek, his eye.

"You don't deserve to be happy!",

Namjoon squeaked, flinching, hiding, trying to just get away-- he was pressed into the corner of the bed. No escape.

“Please, kookie.. Jungkookie, alpha.. I do- okay, I do-", namjoon tried reasoning but jungkook was far too gone to understand. He just kept slapping the youngest rapper, as hard as he could.

"I’m j-just so scared, i’m so so scared, i love you but i’m so so so so scared of you...", namjoon whispered, endless stream of tears falling down his beautiful face. His nose poured out blood due to being hit too much.

“Please, please let me go.. no more no no more, I promise I’m all yours-- i d-don’t deserve you kookie, please". Jungkook couldn't hear Namjoon's pleas. His alpha had taken over him. His deeds were barely rational.

"You're just a little slut! Thank god, we never decided to breed you. A pup should never be exposed to his father's infidelity!", jungkook screamed in vexation. He loved namjoon too much, of course he did, but at the moment, he couldn't see namjoon. The only person he saw was the person who cheated on him, on them. Whom they loved- love so much.

That's when it hit jungkook.

"Oh my god", jungkook whispered, horrified. Namjoon's body fell limp on the bed as silent tears made their way down his cheeks. Jungkook, too shocked at what he had done, just fell down on his knees, gripping at his head in pure disturbance.

After he realized that namjoon was sobbing, he quickly stood up. Sitting on the bed, jungkook pulled the elder into his warm embrace. His bloody hands shaking as he held the older
close to his chest.

Namjoon didn't accept it though. He suddenly stood up, away from jungkook. His face was covered with blood and it looked like it was starting to somehow deform. And that's what made Jungkook burst into tears.

He sobbed heavily as he tried apologizing for the cruelty he had shown. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry, hyung. I'm so so so sorry. I-I didn't realize", he chanted as he came towards namjoon who took a step back.

"Don't come n-near m-me, please", namjoon said desperately. His whole body spasming because of the fear inside of him.

"Nam-","Please!", namjoon whisper-yelled. Jungkook quickly silenced himself, his lower lip wobbling ever so slightly.

"You're right. I'm just a ugly little slut. A piece of shit who doesn't deserve to be happy. I don't want anything, kookie. I know my place", namjoon chuckled, a humourless sound that painfully rang through his bedroom.

Jungkook's eyes widened and he sobbed even more. "No! No. You deserve everything. I-I don't deserve you. Hyu-","Stop", namjoon cut him off. He was tired of hearing everything. He didn't wanna hear anymore. He was tired of every little word.

"I'm just a pathetic omega slut. You don't need to worry about me, kookie-ah. Hyung is fine. Hyung is getting what he deserves. Hyung doesn't even deserve to live. Hyung should just leave this world and everyone would be peaceful ag-", before namjoon could continue his sentence with that beautiful smile lacing his lips, he was met with a harsh slap to the cheek.

Beautiful bright sanguine liquid poured out of his mouth as he fell on the floor with a loud 'thud'.

Black covered his vision as his eyes closed shut, any voice in the background becoming fainter than ever.

"Nam-,Na-oon, -joon", was the last thing he heard before complete silence surrounded him, sending him into a state of pure joy and tranquility.

'Am I dead? Is this it?' were his last thoughts before he fell into a deep, deep slumber.

This was it. This was heaven. Where the silence was golden and the freedom was sweet.