Kaishin Oneshots

#17 - Addicted [M-Rated]

Laying there on the bed wide awake, Kaito looked through the wide window with a hum while playing with his boyfriend's hair absentmindedly, body naked after they spent hours of fucking each others' minds off.

"What's on your mind, Kai?" Shinichi asked sleepily, blinking at him. Kaito's left arm was stretched, pillowing Shinichi's head instead of the pillow itself.

"You," Kaito answered truthfully, lowering his hand to caress Shinichi's cheek tenderly. "About how much I love you."

The blue eyed male looked absolutely gorgeous underneath the moonlight that past his shoulder. Kaito knew Shinichi was waiting patiently for him to explain what he meant and he took his time before elaborating.

"I've never loved someone this hard before. Not even Aoko," he admitted. "I guess it was slightly terrifying because with you, I can hide nothing. You knew every inch of me, you can look past my Poke Face, you can see through all my lies no matter how hard I tried to hide from you, from everyone else," he added, staring straight into Shinichi's vibrant blue orbs lovingly.

"You knew all my secrets. You had me wrapped around your fingers. You know I would do anything for you even if I had to put my life on the line. You know how much I trust you, with all my heart. The amount of power you have over me is scary. You can tell me to do anything and I would do it without questioning. There was nothing of me left and everything is always you. Everywhere I go, there's you. The air I breathe, the space I'm in. Every corner in my mind is you."

"I can be easily hurt, betrayed and left alone with only an empty shell. But I know you will never hurt me or do anything remotely close to it- See what I mean by trusting you so much? But I guess I won't have it any other way. I.. I like it. I love it like this. I'm crazy, aren't I? Loving being underneath your power. Obsessed with it more likely."

"Being obsessed with you.. I started to get more.. possessive and selfish. Which was why I said it was concerning and scary. Whenever your eyes weren't on me, I get overbearingly jealous and very protective. I feel so selfish whenever I think like that and I don't want to but I can't help it. I just want your eyes to only be on me, I just want your mind to only think of me."

Kaito closed his eyes to calm himself down and to escape the azure orbs that filled with understanding, knowing.

"I get what you're saying, Kaito," Shinichi whispered softly, placing a hand over Kaito's own that cupped his cheek. "I know. I saw. I saw how you look at people when we're in public. You're not the only one, Kai." He turned his head to press a kiss on the palm affectionately.

"Look at me, baby."

At the silent demand, Kaito opened his indigo eyes to stare at Shinichi's own adoring ones. "It's okay to be possessive of me. It's addictive, isn't it? Our love for each other is very addictive and that you wanted to clung onto it as much as you could, wanting more and more of that love until you couldn't get away from it. I'm obsessed with you just as much as you're obsessed with me and it's completely fine, baby."

Kaito shivered at the dark look Shinichi had in his eyes, heart beating so fast under his ribs, breathless and mind hazy. "You're mine as much as I'm yours only. No one else. Everything of you is mine," Shinichi murmured, breath hot fanning his face.

"Everything of me is yours too. My mind, my heart and my body. All yours, Kaito."

Letting out a broken moan, Kaito whimpered at the tight grip Shinichi had on his wrist. "Break me, Shinichi. Fix me and break me. Claim me. Hurt me. Goddamn please," he begged.

"You sure?" Shinichi licked his earlobe and bit the tip lightly. "You might be more addicted to me and you'll lose yourself completely," he said.

"Don't care. Just want you desperately. Need you so bad, Nichi. Master, please have me. Take all of them!" he sobbed.

Shinichi's evil grin etched deep in his mind.

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"I'm.. ruined," Kaito stared at his body, horrified at the result of last night's sex as he stood there naked in front of the full body length mirror in Shinichi's room.

Scratch marks stretched long on his back and Kaito was sure gonna leave scars.

Bruises from Shinichi's hickies scattered everywhere on his body. From his neck to his shoulders, his back, his chest, his hips, his thighs and his shins.

His nipples were purple black in colour and he vaguely remembered how much Shinichi had tortured his body last night.

"Hey, beautiful," Shinichi greeted from the door with a smile. "I made breakfast."

Kaito smiled back through the mirror when the other approached him, hugging him from the back gently. "You look absolutely gorgeous like this."

"Do I?"

"Of course," he replied. "I want you to wear this, would you?" Shinichi went to the closet to grab something and held it out for Kaito to see. A black dress.

"Wear it for me?" he asked in a slight hopeful tone that has a dangerous edge to it as if daring Kaito to say no.

"Okay."

Kaito took the dress and wear it in front of Shinichi.

The dress was a little tight around his torso but Kaito could still breathe in them, smoothing it out the skirt that covered just slightly below his ass.

"Such a good girl," Shinichi praised and Kaito bit back a gasp at the tone.

He could vaguely hear the alarm sounds started to rang in his head, signaling him to run far far away from Shinichi but he felt like he couldn't move under the dark gaze.

"Kneel," he ordered and Kaito immediately obeyed.

Shinichi went to grab a black collar and clasped it around Kaito's neck. "There.. You've been such an obedient girl. Let's go have breakfast, shall we?"

Kaito stood up with a smile, mind screaming for him to stop and run but his body doesn't respond to his mind as he leaned against Shinichi heavily when the detective placed an arm around his waist.

"I love you, baby."

Kaito's empty indigo eyes looked at Shinichi happily. "I love you too, Master!"

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Holy shit this is dark- *wash my mind away with fluff Kaishin instead in the next chapter*