Consumed: Always & Forever | Shawn Mendes |

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The ride to the showing of the possibly new home that was to be for us was silent and tense.

Shawn decided to come and he grabbed my car keys away from me to drive us.

"Right here." I pointed at the garage for us to pull into.

"I can see Yvette." He shot at me with very visible irritation in his tone.

I rolled my eyes.

"I saw that shit." He said making me turn to face him, even though his shades I could see him side eyeing me.

He looked tired, annoyed and most of all he looked hurt.

Of course I feel guilty for the way I came at him when he barged into the bathroom yelling but I was mad at him as well!

We're both very stubborn when we are angry and neither one of us likes to accept defeat.

When he pulled in and parked the car, he turned the engine off and I was about to hop out to avoid any altercation he was manifesting the drive here but he grabbed my arm and pulled me in and locked the door.

"Can we talk please?" He asked his tone laced in hurt and defeat.

I sighed and folded my arms, "fine. The first moment you yell at me, I will slap you and leave this car."

Shawn let out a chuckle at my last remark, only because he knew I would never slap him. Even though sometimes I wanted too.

"I'm sorry baby. I fucked up... big time. I know I'm an idiot but I don't know how this stuff works. It's new, we're gonna be parents and I'm terrified I don't know the first thing on how to do anything. So I go to what I know, music. Being on the road. I don't know. I don't wanna fuck up but I guess I am
By not even trying, huh."

He sounded so defeated and genuinely hurt, I looked at him from the side and he had removed his shades and I could see his light brown eyes and the small bags under.

Fuck I hate seeing him like this, I hate that he was so goddamn tired as well because he doesn't know how to take things easy.

"I don't know what I'm doing either, but I feel like I'm more willing to try for this than you are. It's too late to go back now Shawn, this bundle of life is baking on overtime right now. He'll be here sooner than we know. We gotta get our shit together." I held on to my bump with both my hands and I looked down at my very visible growing stomach.

After a few quite moments Shawn placed his hand in the middle of my stomach and I looked over at him. He was looking at me, his eyes with a small sparkle in them and a small smile.

"So let's get out shit together, eh."

I snorted and laughed at his remark.

"Let's."

We walked holding hands into a potential home
For our family.

It was beautiful, it was a two story house in a small gated community near Pickering. I chose this location for him to be closer to his family, plus I always fell in love with this place when we came to
Visit his family.

The front yard was very big and there was a driveway big enough for two cars and a garage.

When we got to the front door I saw Massey, our realtor.

"Hi guys. I'm glad you found the place so quickly." She spoke to quickly shaking our hands and quickly bringing us into the living room.

"Wow." Was all I could say.

The open floor concept was breathtaking and big enough for us and then some.

As she spoke about the history of the home and walking us through it, Shawn asked a lot of key questions that's I hadn't thought of.