Waking up this morning I was feeling extremely uncomfortable and emotional

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Waking up this morning I was feeling extremely uncomfortable and emotional.

I turned to the side of the bed where my husband should be but he wasn't there, of course.

I leaned over the side of the bed checking my phone to no missed calls or messages from him.

It was more of us all over social media with the pregnancy announcement but that was quickly overshadowing by his festival dates being announced.

I laid my head on the pillows and let out a deep sigh and once again the few tears cake scrolling down my cheeks.

Last night after I cried in the shower I went straight to bed not waiting for Shawn at all.

I didn't feel him get into bed but sometime around the night i felt his arms around my body pulling me into his chest, as he nuzzled into my hair kissing me softly. He whispered, "I love you so much Yvette. I hope you always know that. You two are my life."
I didn't respond I just tried to go back to sleep.

"Good morning gorgeous." His beautiful voice always brought a warmth to me.

I looked up at him holding my belly.

"Hi." I spoke softly trying to wipe away my tears, hoping he wouldn't see them.

He walked over to his side of the bed, quickly leaning in and cupping my face in his hand and guiding me to look into his eyes.

"What's wrong babe?" He asked with so much concern and worry in his eyes and tone.

"I hate waking up to you not in bed. I thought you left me." I whined as I closed my eyes trying to hold back the tears.

He caressed my cheek before kissing my lips softly.

"I'm sorry, I just went for a quick run and got you your favorite pastries and a small surprise that's in the kitchen waiting for you."

I couldn't help but smile and practically jump into his arms and applying kissing all across his jaw and lips frantically.

"I should buy pastries more often." He laughed jokingly as he held the back of my head to restrain me for a second.

"Shut up and love me." I whispered as I poked my lips out and he smiled before he kissed my lips intensely.

Our lips began to mold with each other like magic and in that moment everything I felt wrong about disappeared.

My hands quickly went under his shirt to lift it up off him, exposing his amazingly toned shoulders and chest.

"Your a god, ya know that." I whispered as I trailed slow swift kisses to his shoulders and chest making him close his eyes and tilt his head back and a gasp coming from his lips.

His hands went to my hair as he pulled me back to look at him, "your a goddess, all mine." He kissed my jaw and down to my neck finding my sweet point and making sure to be tender but firm making a moan escape my lips.

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