Consumed: Always & Forever | Shawn Mendes |

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I woke up to the soothing sound of my husbands small snores.

I turned to face his direction as his beautiful face laid resting so peacefully.

We had spent a good fraction of our day in bed just resting, watching shows and making love.

The sun was already setting and I had saw the time over on Shawn's side of the bed blinking in red, it was almost 7pm.

I caressed his chest lightly as I applied small kisses into his chest cavity meeting with his small patch of chest hair.

"What are you doing babe?" He moaned as he began to stir slowly to wake up.

"Mmm.. nothing." I spoke softly as I continued to kiss down slowly towards his abs.

"At this point i'm pretty sure you'll end up pregnant from this trip." Shawn spoke instantly making me stiff and quickly get up and disregard all actions i had in mind.

Making Shawn quickly laugh as he pulled me up to him and kissing me lighlty on my forehead.

"You sure know how to kill a mood Mendes." I said pushing him slighlty away and getting up off him and walking out the bedroom.

I knew he probably didnt mean it in a way as he might want more, but regardless of us making progress in our relatuionship im sure we both knew having another child was NOT the answer.

I went into the kitchen and began looking for something to make for us to eat or if i was going have shawn order in food, my mood was very iffy now.

As i looked through the fridge in hopes of being inspired by something, I felt his presence insteatly.

Closing the fridge i could see him sitting at the island table with his hands clasped together looking straight into my direction.

"Are you okay baby? Was it really that bad for me to say that?" He asked raising his eyebrow as he tried to figure out what i might be thinking.

He looked so confused and slightly irritated at the uncertainty of whatever was going on with me.

I cleared my throat, walking towards the other end of the island table being only a few inches away from him, feeling the usual gravational pull he has always had over me no matter any situation.

"Im fine, it just threw me off a little the comment only because you are right we have been kind of reckless and right now i really dont want to have another kid, i like it with just us three and we have alot of making up to do as a family with everything that has happened." As i spoke the words i only felt more of a lump in my thoart from sheer panic or relief, i couldnt completely tell.

Our eyes met and I saw the all to familar ember in his eyes lighten and his warm small smile showcase as he reached over to hold my hand in his.

"I understand babe, and again im sorry i didnt mean it in that way and you are right us three have alot to make up for right now and we will the moment we get back home. But for right now can we please try to keep working on us and enjoy our small break." Shawn spoke so softly and carefully as he rubbed my knuckles lightly in a comforting way.

"Why do you make it so easy to keep falling in love with you?" I whispered as i kissed his knuckles lightly.

"It's because I love you I'm only like this Yvette. You make me a better man in every way." He said brushing a small amount of my hair behind my ear and giving me his all Canadian smile.

Once we decided on ordering in for dinner we went to the patio like area of our suite and we stood watching the sun disappear into the water, Shawn was behind me laying on the patio chair playing with my hair as I just looked on out to the beautiful oasis we were currently surrounded by.

It was always a dream for me to see a world like this, be in a place like that only ever seemed to feel like a far distant dream let alone to be here with the man of my dreams literally.