It only Lasted two weeks before Shawn was already back to work

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It only Lasted two weeks before Shawn was already back to work.

He could never last any longer then that recently, and I appreciated that he wanted to get back to his comfort zone.

Only problem was now we were doing our first ever interview and I couldn't tell if it was nerves or the baby but I couldn't hold anything down.

"Jesus babe, that's the third time in half an hour. Are you sure you want to do this?" Shawn asked with concern in his tone while he handed me another towel to wipe my face.

I gave him a death glare, "A little too late for that now, isn't it! I turned away from him and I went to wash my hands and face.

Shawn quickly let out an annoyed sigh before he went to assist me.

"Don't! Just give me a minute Shawn." I snapped making him stop in his tracks and eyes got wide.

He went to talk but the moment he saw I was serious he backed up out the bathroom and he I could hear him let out a loud annoying sigh.

"Anymore louder? I don't think the whole outside heard you!" I shouted before slamming the door.

I know my hormones were becoming out of wack because I was lashing out at Shawn for little things. He was hovering me too much and the slightest thing would set me off, like now.

He knew I didn't want to fully do this interview but I knew he felt guilty because he impulsively had agreed before we fully discussed it.

Along with my annoyance with Shawn, my body was now starting to change and my clothes were getting a little tighter meaning I know needed to start wearing slightly looser clothing to mask my growing belly bump.

I looked at myself in the mirror, eyeing my body In the blue dress my stylist suggested I wear for the interview.

The bump was very visible in this dress, I hated how my hair was styled it made me look fuller in the face, I felt like I couldn't breath and my face felt so caked up with make up.

I started to cry instantly.

Damn hormones.

I opened the bathroom door and walked into the bedroom seeing Shawn sitting on the edge of the chaste with his head down and his phone in his hand.

He looked up and saw me, instantly standing up and walking over to me.

"What's wrong babe?" He asked hesitant as he didn't know what my attitude or reaction would be.

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