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Two months later.

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It had felt like forever it took me to gain my confidence back to even be in front of any type of camera

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It had felt like forever it took me to gain my confidence back to even be in front of any type of camera.

But here I am almost 6 months later out of hiatus.

After the holidays had past, I dedicated myself to getting back into shape. Now this was a huge adjustment but after a lot of tears and screams I got back into the swing of things and in know time I was juggling being a mother, wife and now working. Shawn was always his supportive self, he even took on the roles of mom and dad at times minus the tits, he would love to say.

Our love life wasn't as hot and heavy as it used to be with a baby around of course and now I was working more, and traveling places never anything to far but traveling from LA, Miami, to New York City and in between times to Toronto when Shawn would go back with Analyn to visit his family of course.

Shawn was always writing if it was for himself or other artist, I know he missed being in the studio and times I even would take Analyn with me on the road so he could do his thing. Karen wasn't to fond of that idea, so she decided she would like it if we would leave Analyn with her whenever our schedules conflicted. I understood that and I respected it so much, but it never stopped me from feeling like a crap mom when I was gone.

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