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Shawn's POV

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Shawn's POV.

"This was a mistake. Fuck. Fuck." I watched as my frazzled wife got up off the bed covering her beautifully naked body with a bedsheet. Her naturally wavy curled hair was messy, her face flushed from us just having another round of sex.

"Babe, relax." I said stifling a laugh as I watched her fumble putting her underwear on.

I got up off the bed walking over to her, instantly she froze her eyes following my every movement towards her.

"Stop. Whatever your about to say or do. We can't, not again. This wasn't supposed to happen." She put her hands up to stop me from coming any closer towards her.

"You said that already Yvette. Before and after. We are married it's okay for us to have sex." I said taking her beautiful body in, tempted to go for another round.

I missed her all of her. She was always such a drug for me, she never fully understood that I was hooked to her more than I had ever been with anyone else. It was always her saying she was consumed by me but in reality I was consumed by her the moment I saw her. It was something in her eyes, when she spoke her heart latched on to mine so quickly.

"Shut up Shawn. This isn't a joke. We can't fix everything with sex." She snapped at me as she turned to go into the bathroom.

I grabbed her by the waist pulling her into my chest, her hair clouding over my chin I inhaled her heavenly scent that I've missed so much.

"I know that babe. But it's okay for us to miss each other that way, it's okay for us to act on it. I've missed you and clearly you missed me even though you won't admit it. I'm not an idiot I know that this doesn't change the bigger issue at hand." I kissed her head as she relaxed in my arms.

I knew her to well and she hated to admit it.

"I don't know how I feel just yet about all of this. I'm still so hurt and I feel betrayed honestly but I can't deny I miss you and I unfortunately still love your dumb ass." She turned to look at me her small sanity hands at my face caressing my scar on my cheek.

I couldn't control my urges I had to have her again.

I picked her up wrapping her legs around my waist and laying down on the bed. Our lips finding one another again in a lustful bliss. My teeth capturing her plump bottom lip and pulling back on it making her moan. Good I love that sound.

"Not again. We can't Shawn." She moaned as her hands went to my hair and pulling me back.

Our eyes locking together.

Her beautiful big brown eyes staring so deeply into my soul.

I was nothing without her and I couldn't imagine her not already knowing that.

She is my entire world, I had never felt this kind of love or lust for anyone like I have for her.

"I love you Yvette. I want to make this better." I pleaded with her. My hand caressing her soft smooth skin and then grazing over her bottom lip.

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