It was our last night together before Shawn was off to LA for a few weeks.
We had decided t go out for dinner which I was already regretting due to all the high media frenzy that was already outside of the small quaint restaurant we found in Brooklyn.
"This is so ridiculous, We should've just stood in the apartment." I whined to as we waited for our dessert.
Shawn was typing quickly on his phone and he was nodding his head as if he was listening, but I knew he clearly wasn't.
So I kicked him, "Seriously?" I said clearly annoyed at my husbands actions.
"Fuck babe." He said rubbing on his knee, "I was just double checking with the team about the sessions and shit when I land, I'm sorry." He placed his phone back into his pocket and he gave me his full attention.
I couldn't ignore the ping of jealously that was now becoming very visible.
We were gonna be apart for a few weeks and I don't know if it was the pregnancy or me but I was hating the idea more and more the days came closer.
"Its our last night, could that wait?" I asked making my hurt in my tone very visible.
He looked over at me, our eyes meeting and his eyebrow was raised as he just watched my facial expressions as I tried to switch from visible hurt to a small fake smile.
"I'm sorry love. You have my full attention. And fuck the paps okay, we can't hide forever because of them." He placed his hand over mines, squeezing me a little.
I just nodded and smiled, thankfully the waitress came back with a chocolate mousse covered two piece cake with strawberries gracing the sides and a small mount of whipped cream. It looked delicious.
He thanked the waitress as she refreshed our glasses with water and then leaving once again.
Shawn took a small piece in a spoon and he signaled for me to open my mouth as he fed me.
"How's that?" He asked as I took small slow chews because this was the moment if our child would either allow me to enjoy this cake or if I would be hurling my soul out. As I chewed I enjoyed the taste and how fluffy and smooth the dessert was. I eyed Shawn as he watched me with anticipation and I gave a small thumbs up as I swallowed.
"Baby approved." I laughed with a genuine smile now. Shawn raised my hand to his lips as he kissed it with a huge grin.
"Good! Now we know chocolate passes, that's for sure my child in there. I'm sorry babe." He laughed as he took his own bite looking at me winking.
I grew increasingly shy when he did that, making me blush uncontrollably as I covered my face and looked away.
Shawn caught it and he laughed lowly as he placed his hand to my thigh giving me a gentle but firm squeeze. "Are you blushing Mrs. Mendes?" He teasingly asked.
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Consumed: Always & Forever | Shawn Mendes |
Fanfiction** Part three of the CONSUMED ERA. ** Marriage life. Tour life. Yvette and Shawn have new hills to pass over. After three years of marriage, and an impending comeback world tour the dynamic duo have to figure out. **started: 4/23/19-