Consumed: Always & Forever | Shawn Mendes |

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The rain was currently falling heavy in Brooklyn today, which kept us inside.

Shawn and I have been on "nesting overload" for the last three weeks, and honestly it has been the best thing ever. Despite Shawn being so overly worried about possibly ever single thing, I found it rather cute. Thankfully everything came along pretty great and everything was ready for baby mendes arrival.

We even chose a name for the little guy, finally.

I made breakfast for us and Shawn washed the dishes and pans we decided to have a lazy day in the living room.

We're currently laying on the sofa, me on top of Shawn my back against his chest as he held on to our baby boy that's currently over baking at this point inside of me.

I had made a choice of watching the notebook, Shawn wasn't too happy about it being the fact that I made him watch it with me in the past a bunch of times but he never said anything about it.

"If that was us, would you have still came looking for me after all those years even if you or me where married?" I asked looking up at his beautifully structured jawline right above me.

He laughed and kissed my chin, "No, because I'd never let you go, not in a million years."

Those words made my heart flutter and I wanted to cry, a few small tears came out making Shawn wipe them away as he smiled and kissed each wet cheek.

Then I felt a Pain, that radiating from one side to the other and up my spine in a shock wave, making me sit up suddenly and try to catch my breath.

I was having contractions, I was already 38 weeks and this week was the most I was having them but not enough for them to be a concern from what Dr. Nazarene stated, it was just to be kept under watch.

"Ahhh." I groaned in pain as I held my side and try to hold the pain again, Shawn was already rubbing my back to sooth me.

"Breath through it babe, I know it's hard but you got this. I'm timing them." He spoke so softly, no hint of of a tremble or anything.

I held on to his hand and I did the breathing techniques that we learned, those things didn't work much but I kept trying it waiting for the pain to pass.

It took about a minute, "oh god, those suck!" I shouted wiping a small tear away from my eye.

Shawn helped me up as I walked to the kitchen to try and get some water.

As I walked to the fridge, I opened the fridge and suddenly I felt a warm sensation running down my legs. I looked down and I saw a small puddle at my feet.

"Shawwwwwwwwwn!!!" I yelled instantly starting to panic.

A pain came rippling through me again, making me kneel over quickly.

"What— oh fuck! Is it time?" I could hear the panic wash over his voice.

I shot him a glare and I started to laugh only to mask the pain.

"I would say... Ahhhh! Fuck! It's time! It's time!" Another contraction ripped through me.

This was it.

We're having a baby.

Shawn quickly ran to my side to sit me down for a minute, then he was running around the apartment getting the baby bag out of the hallway closet, he threw some joggers on and he came running back with a dress for me.

"Baby, can you stand up so I can put this dress on you so your not naked." He was eyeing me as I tried to wipe a small tear.

I nodded and did as he asked, he was so gentle to make sure he didn't cause me anymore discomfort that I was already in.

"I'm sorry babe." He kept saying as he pulled the dress over me.

"It's okay. The contractions are two to three minutes apart. This is happening." I cried.

He held on to my hand and he rubbed my arm softly as he kissed my head, "This is totally happening, we're gonna have a kid." We walked towards the door and locked up.

We were half way down the small brownstone stairs case when another one hit like a tidal wave.

"Ahhhhhhhh." I shouted gripping Shawn's hand so tightly I could see my knuckles whiten. He stopped and he let me do my damage on his hand with his other he unlocked the car, "babe, when this one is done I'm a carry you to the car, at this rate you won't make it."

I nodded as I cried in pain. The best way I could describe this type of pain was like having a jack hammer being repeatedly used all over you stomach and spine.

"Try to breath through it babe." Shawn tried to coach me through it but right now I just wanted to scream my lungs out.

"I love you Shawn, but shut up please. This hurts! Breathing isn't helping."

He was trying to keep his composure, and nerves in tact. He kept running his fingers through his hair and checked his watch.

"It's done." I took a deep breath in and out throwing my head back to just take a moment.

Before I could do anything Shawn swept me off my feet carrying me bridal style down the stairs and into the passenger side of the car.

I held on to his neck and looked at him deeply.

"I'm sorry. It just hurts. I love you so much." I sobbed as he sat me down and put my legs inside.

"Yvette, right now you don't have to be sorry babe. I love you, let's just get to the hospital this is happening faster then we think." He kissed me quickly and closed the door running to the driver side. I put my seat belt on and he was inside and already pulling out of the driveway.

We got on to the highway in 5 minutes, Shawn was flying down the freeway, dodging against cars and traffic.

"Omg! I think the baby is coming out! Shawn! Omg I have to push, this one hurts!!!!" I threw my head back and I was screaming from the top of my lungs and I felt this pushing burning sensation coming through me.

"Fuck! Yvette, we can't have the baby in the car! Babe hold on please 5 mins." Shawn Reveed the car and we were doing way past the speed limit.

"I don't think I have 5 minutes Shawn, this baby is coming and he's coming in HOT!" I was crying and holding the window my hand pressed to it hard, I felt the baby pushing down and I knew I had to open my legs.

Shawn looked down and he saw the blood on my legs and he looked at me fear in his eyes.

"Yvette! Stop pushing!"

I felt faint and tired at the same time.

"Babe, somethings wrong." I held on to his free hand and I gave him a big squeeze and my eyes where blinded with tears.

"Stay with me Yvette. Two minutes." He was holding my hand tightly.

Those where the last words I heard before everything went dark.