Consumed: Always & Forever | Shawn Mendes |

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Two weeks later.

I woke up to a cooing baby noise and my beautiful husbands angelic voice singing to her over the baby monitor that was in our room.

I rubbed my eyes and let out a big stretch being careful not to strain myself to hard, stitches and all.

I got off the bed, putting my robe on and walking to the kitchen to make some breakfast.

As I looked out into the beautiful morning fall sky, I couldn't help but feel so overly happy and blessed.

After the much dramatic delivery of Miss Analyn it was smooth sailing, I was in the hospital for three days given I had a C section. But waking up and the first thing I saw was Shawn holding our daughter as his mother and dad looked on with such loving eyes.

"Hi rockstar." My voice was a little hoarse, but he quickly glanced over at me with those beautiful big brown eyes of his and his million dollar smile.

"Well if it isn't your beautiful mom, gracing us with her presence." He walked over and kissed my forehead gently.

"So a girl huh?" He whispered in my ear before slowly handing her to me.

The moment I held her in my arms, my heart felt like it burst with all this endorphins that I never knew I could have. I cried as I kissed her gentle little head. She wiggle around and let out this cute kitten like yawn and I couldn't help but smile.

"She's perfect." I whispered to Shawn as he just looked at me holding our child with this sparkle in his eyes, that I don't think I ever saw.

"We made that." He laughed wiping a small tear from his eye.

Karen and Manny of course where so over the moon about finally seeing their grandchild of course. Karen planted a million kisses on me when I finally finished breast feeding Analyn.

"I'm glad your back with us. That was abit of a scare." Karen spoke as she caressed my hand.

"Yea, I'm just glad she's healthy and strong." I smiled as I looked over at my sleeping princess.

I felt his arms wrap around my waist, "good morning wife." He kissed my neck, making me laugh and move a little because his small stubble felt weird.

"Morning. Breakfast?" I said pointing to the coffee pot.

"No, but I can do for a nap?" He kissed my cheek and he released me from his hold.

I turned to face him, and I had to admire him in his most natural state.

Curls all over, sleepy eyes, his beautiful face looked a little tired, his grey shirt pressed tightly around his amazing physique and his black joggers hung just about right.

I couldn't stop myself from biting my lip as I eyed him.

"Something you like Mrs. Mendes?" His tone held so much cockiness and sounded so sexy to me.

I quickly turned away from him, feeling my face get hot and I went back to scrambling the eggs.

I know that we weren't supposed to have sex till six weeks and once I got the Okay from the doctor at my first postpartum ob appointment but It was like my sex drive for him was at an all time high, despite my own insecurities with the way my body was now.

As if he could read my mind, I felt his strong arms wrap around my waist again, light pulling me into his broad chest, he kissed up and down my neck lightly, almost like a feather.

"Do you know how beautiful you?" He said in between his kisses, making my skin feel ignited when his lips touched my sweet spots.

I was like instant pudding in his hands, my eyes closed as my head leaned into his shoulder.

"What are you doing Shawn?" I asked in such a haze as he began to sway us very slowly side to side.

He laughed low into the crook of my neck,"Just taking in this moment with my beautiful wife. Is that a crime?" I could feel his smile creeping in.

His hands began to travel painfully slow up to my now swollen breast, thanks to all the milk I've been producing. A small moan released from my parted lips. He knew what he was doing to me. My hands released from the edge of the counter top, dropping the rag on the floor and the fork that was nestled between my fingers.

"Wanna get that?" His voice sounding like bliss in my ears.

I bit down on my lip, closing my eyes tighter as I felt his hand slowly caress on my neck and jaw, his other stood right at my hip, guiding me in this slow side to side like movement with his body.

"We can't have sex, and you know that. Your being a tease." I whined, which made him laugh.

"Just having fun darling." He stopped his movements and his hand gripped around my neck not to tight but firm. Which made me gasp and let out a moan.

"Miss that sound." He whispered in my ear before he kissed my shoulder and released me.

I was a panting mess, as I leaned over the counter trying to control my hormones.

I turned to face him and instantly I attacked his lips.

I kissed him furiously, grabbing on to his curls and pulling him into me more, he gripped on my butt lifting me up on to the counter. His hands went to my thighs and he squeezed them hard, making me bite on his bottom lip. A low throaty growl released him and I couldn't help finding that the most sexiest sound ever.

"Soon baby." He pulled us apart, catching his breath.

I leaned my head on his chest, laughing.

Then we heard Analyn crying, Shawn put me down on the floor.

"Feeding time." I said, looking down at my boobs and seeing the small leakage that left a wet mark on my night gown.

Shawn smiled and nodded.

"I love you Mendes." I said, kissing his cheek.

He laughed and smacked my butt as I walked away.

"Love you Mrs. Mendes."