STILL INTO YOU

CHAPTER 6

CHAPTER 6

BETRAYED & CHEATED

It's friday and alas diez na nakaligo at nakahanda na ako papasok na ako sa office nasa kotse ko na ako at pinaharurot na ang aking sasakyan papuntang opisina. Pagkarating ko pumasok ka agad ako sa lobby ng napark na ang aking sasakyan

As i walk lahat sila bumabati saakin at ngumingite nginingitian ko din sila pabalik. Pumasok na ako sa lift at ng bumukas ito sa tamang palapag ay lumabas na ako bigla. Pumasok na ako sa aking office

Ayos lang naman daw ang naging araw dito ng nag off ako kaya wala din ako masyadong ginawa. Pero sa Monday tuesday ay may importante akong meeting kaya baka dito na ako sa opisina

Nirereview ko ang mga dapat kong approbahan ng may kumatok sa aking opisina. Pinuntahan iyo ni Samantha

"Ma'am si sir Noah po" anito. Tinanguan ko na almang sya pag aproba na papasukin nya na ito. Pinapasok nya na ito at sya naman ang lumabas.

"What brings you here?" paninimula ko

"Visiting you?"

"Hmm okay" i said at tipid na ngumiti

"Are you busy?"

"Not really"

"Okay, don't work too much" he said worriedly

"It's fine, actually i love it when i work too much" i said and smile

"And for me it's not" he said coldly

"You know you don't need to worry that much to me besides im fine, you making me think nga eh kung bakit gusto mo makipag close sa akin" sabi ko pero di sya tinitingnan

"Because i care about you and i want to sorry" he said and his jaw clenched

"You know i already forgive you that's why nga diba o said were friends na" i said sabay tingin sakanya

"Yeah but it still didn't change the fact that i fvcking break you and betray you" he said and eyed me darkly " gusto ko lang bumawi sayo please"

"Yeah i understand" i said

At hindi ko na napigilan na maisip at mag balik tanaw sa nangyare dati

Naglalakd na ako sa corridors pa punta sa room kung nadaan ang ki Noah pinihit ko ang doorknob ngunit sarado kaya kinuha ko ang susi na binigay nya sa akin

Binuksan ko ito walang tao sa sala kaya tumaas ako para puntahan na sya

Pagtatalo ang narinig ko dahilan ng dahan dahan kong pagsilip sa kanyang kwart nakita ko ang isang babae na nakikipagtalo sakanya at bigla nya itong hinalikan

Natigil ako sa nakita ko nabitawan ko ang kape na dala dahilan ng pag baling nila sa akin

I was so schock of what happen. I saw it in my eyes sya ang humalik sa babae nilapitan nya kaagad ako trying to explain heimself

I was schock that i didn't notice that may tears fell parang sinaksak ang puso ko at pinupunit na makalipas ng dalawang taon di ko parin makalimutan kung anong pakiramdam nito una ko tong naramdaman when daddy left us

I know it was just a kiss but it doesn't change the fact that he betrayed and cheated especially i saw it in my eyes that he's the one who do it first. I would probably understand if the girl was the first move but he is

"Trix"

"It's fine" i said i was so shock and crying

"Just hear me" si Noah

"Okay" tanging nasabi ko habang umiiyak at tumatango

"Im sorry" he said it like he meant it like he didn't regret that i see him kissing that girl

"Yeah it's fine okay" i said while crying "You know i should go now baka naiistorbo ko kayo" i said habang nanginging ang boses at smiling in pain while crying

"Im sorry" he said "Hey hey i want us to end up"

"Okay" i said and slimed painfuly " I respect your decision maybe napabayaan kita im so sorry it's just that i can't be heal and be okay kahit two years na and now wow okay if that what you want" i said and smiled

Tinalikuran ko na sila at pagkalabas ko ay bumuhos na ang luha ko hindi ko na ito napigilan pa i even needed to stay in a hotel para lang di malaman ni mommy. Aaminin ko naman sakanya na wala na kami ni Noah but just not know he opens the wound that never fully healed

Funny right how can i forgive easily a person who betrayed and cheated to me who's the reason why im still not healed

Well maybe im not healed because of myself and not because of anyone else. But im trying okay? im trying that's why i let him to be in my life again because after four years i know that im still into him.