STILL INTO YOU

CHAPTER 34

CHAPTER 34

TRUTH

"Hey stop crying" aniya.

"Sorry" I said, I held his hand.

"You don't need to say sorry" aniya.

"No! if I only know that you have sick I would stay by your side" I said.

"And I don't want to" he said.

"Why? I was so selfish hindi ko muna inalam why, i'm so sorry i'm sorry" I asked an ngumuso pa pinakita ko talaga sakanya na nalungkot ako sa sinabi nya.

"Because I don't want you to get hurt if I didn't survive" aniya "and I forgive you for acting selfishly because you had a moment of weakness. I suppose in the scheme of things, you're not the highest person on the list of people who've hurt me......but the thing is- I didn't want you on that list......Not you......Anyone but not you" he said as a tear rolled down to his cheeks.

"But why didn't you tell me? is it the reason why you left me?" I asked dahan dahan naman  syang tumango, at hindi ko nanaman napigilan ang mga luha ko.

"It was all planned" he said. "Nung una, pero nung nalaman namin na bumalik nanaman yun na yung hindi planado, that's why Kyl's reaction was like that when we said we're back together" he said.

"But why did you kissed Shane?" I asked.

"Because I want you to get mad at me" aniya pa. Biglang pumasok si Kyl. "We're still talking" si Noah.

Tinayaran sya ni Kylyne. "I know!" kylyne said. "Kaya kita pinapalayo ki Kuya is because ayoko na ikaw ang mag suffer in the end if he didn't survive" si Kyl explaing herself.

"Tss....." singhal ni Noah. "I love you" he said. I kissed his forehead.

"I love you too" I said too.

"Ang sweet nyo!" si Kyl, natawa naman ako pumasok na sina Sam at sina tito andoon na din sina Nico at mommy, daddy.

"Were so sorry hija if we didn't tell you" si tita. "But now that you know you can both fight together"

"Yes po, we will fight together, right?" I sais Noah chuckled.

"Kuya Noah you're sick?" si Nico.

"Yes" si Noah na nah pout pa.

"Why? dapat you will be okay because ate will get sad" si Nico na naka upo sa lap ko.

Tumango tango naman si Noah.

"Noah Hijo we can't saty long, kakagaling lang nyan ni Nico" si daddy.

"Oh you got sick also." si Noah. "You should take rest" aniya pa sa kapatid ko.

"And so was you" I said..

"Mauuna na kami" si mommy.

Nag paalaman na sila nandito padin ako sa tabi ni Noah.

"I'll tell you everything" aniya, tumango naman ako, he kissed our held hands.

"Papunta na daw sila Elijah!" si Kyl.

"Mauuna na kami kung ganoon" si tito.

"Yeah, dad kailangan nyo din mag pahinga" si Kyl, umalis na nga sina tito at tita.

"You need to rest too" si Noah.

"I'm fine" I said and smiled.

Maya maya din ay dumating na yung tatlo they all say sorry because they didn't tell me. Masyado kaming maingay and lahat kami ay ang mag babantay ngayon ki Noah.

Nag usap usap sila, I stayed beside Noah who's laughing because Jacob keeps telling a joke. Pinag masdan ko lang sya, bahagya naman akong napatungo ng lingunin nya ako.

"You tired?" he asked, umiling naman ako. I hug him and he kissed my forehead.

"Hoy ang sweet nyo jan!" si Kyl.

"Oo nga!" si Jacob. "Sali din kami" aniya na tumayo na silang apat pero bago pa man sila maka lapit ay pinigilan ko na.

"Opss" I said na naka stop pa ang kamay. "Bawal!" I said.

"Wow!" si Jacob. "Iba din" aniya pa na tumawa, tumawa kaming lahat.

"He's only mine" I said na niyakap pa si Noah.

"Anak ng! grouo hug naman eh!" si Kyl.

"Okay fine!" I said niyaka naman nila kami, mas napadiin tuloy ako sa dibdin ni Noah. "Hey stop! masasaktan si Noah sa bigat nyo!" I said. Tumawa naman kaming lahat.

I don't want to push him away, the wild wild is not safe without him. To keep me in his teritory. Since I can't possibly know what the animal in him wants. I can only growl in frustration.How hard it is to make him see. But I want us to take a few steps back. Return to being animals, they seem to know what pure love is, Love a tangible and endless instinct, that lingers our heart and souls.

But i'm happy that in the end the world is still making us to be back together. No matter how much pain it would give us, i'm always still into him, he's the animal in me, becuaee he knows what pure love is.