Classic

Classic 12

"Look you can call this day off you—"
"I'm fine. I'm fine besides I need to distract myself from everything."

Yujin keeps on telling me to stay at home.

"Okay for the last time you can stay at home."
"Nope. I will go. Especially knowing that car never leave since last night."
"What?..."

Thanks to my specs and Yujin's make up skills it hides all the pain from yesterday.

If everything is easy just like that.

"You sure?"
"Yeah. We're getting late."

These are the times we get to enjoy long bus ride. I get a glimpse of reality from other people's point of view.

As soon as we reach our tables I saw the flowers from yesterday it was already in the vase.

"Oops I should..."
"No just place it there its fine."

Since after the wedding of Arin, BTOB used to come to the company occasionally and today must be one of that day.

"Areum happy birthday!!"
"Thank you!"
"Oh! You must be so happy yesterday that your eyes are still swollen."
"Oh... right"
"Anyway we are dropping off to give you something."
"Ha? For me? What is this?"
"Ah it is full of our pictures in case you miss us."
"What?"
"Just kidding. See for yourself."
"Oh thank you!"

Sweets, Book, Journal, and albumssss?? Their albums. Yes never got the chance to buy all of their albums. Seriously.

"This is too much but thank you."
"No worries. We still have schedule so we have to go."

I suddenly remember what happened last night when Beautiful Pain was played in the office.

Tears starting to fall down fortunately Yujin is in the meeting and everyone else is on their break.

My eyes started to get blurry from crying.

I can feel someone is coming.

"I'm sorry!"

I hurriedly go to the wash room not minding who I bump into.

"You look like a mess."

After I finish retouching my make up. I go back to my table only to see Yujin looking for me.

"Ya! I thought you left me again."
"Are you done?"
"Hmm. Lets eat. I'm so hungryyy"

Everyone is back so I don't have any idea who I bumped into earlier.

While waiting for our food suddenly a song came on shuffle at the resto.

Before, I really don't mind. It is very usual to hear their songs left and right. But I don't know what should I do right now.

I heard some of the girls were singing along with the song, getting excited talking about the singers, getting so giddy at every beat. That is when I realized.

You are a man already. You just chose what is best for everyone. You sacrifice a lot even your own happiness. You have become a man that you've wanted and you have proven that to me and to everyone else.

"You're crying."

"I can't help it. Maybe one day I will get used to this."