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As far as I know I always keep my curtains close. Now why does the sunlight keeps on passing through? I still want to sleep and hide myself under this soft blanket. No plans of getting up anytime soon.

But I can't go back to sleep anymore I am fully awake yet eyes still close.

Oh wait?—

Scent?
This scent seems familiar.
I mean this blanket really smells good.
It smells relaxing and oddly familiar.
Where did I even smell this before?
No—

The hell I am thinking this early?? Too early for nonsense. I probably need help aside from my nonsense thoughts, my head really hurts that I just want to lay here all day. 

But Mr. Sunlight-peaking-through-the-curtains said 'NO' sweetly to me as if saying I need to get up now. So I got no choice but to fully awake my sleepy ass. And as soon as I open my eyes, the first thing that I notice—

'Am I— still drunk?'

"The f—, where am I?" Loud enough to awaken my whole system.

I tried looking around and slowly recollecting myself. To my surprise everything doesn't makes sense.

But the familiar scent, familiar ambience.
Definitely—
Nothing has change.
I look around and feels the familiarity of the place.
Still it doesn't really makes sense.

Wait—

HOLD UP— THE F—- AM I DOING HERE??
WAIT
DOES IT MEAN??
WHAT??
WAITTTTT-

I wasn't with him last night but—
I am on his place.
I slept in his room.

HUH???
HOW DID I END UP HERE???

I am still going through it.
I tried to understand.
How??
I don't know? What should I do?
I don't even know how did I end up here. HELP??

What should I do?
Should I just casually go outside?
Like 'hey! thanks for last night!'
NO! It looks like we had —— Nooo
Or should I go 'Thanks! about last night! Gotta go!'
NO! It sounds rude.
Or 'hmm? I slept here. How??'
NO! Omygosh this is making me insane.

But is he even outside?
Or he left already?
Yes probably he does.

Should I leave then?
Or should I message him first?
Wait—

My bag?
where's my bag??
Probably outside.
Damn.

Got a lot of questions right now but can't even find an answer!!

I am calming myself first and decided to sneak out but the moment I am about to twist the knob I heard footsteps outside.

THE FUUCCCKKK SOMEONE IS OUTSIDE!!
IS HE??
OR A BURGLAR OR WHAT—

Stop. Thinking. Ellie. Calm down. Breathe.

I slowly turn the knob and peak outside. I can't see anyone from my position. I look calm but my mind is getting crazy.

Thinking what should I do?
Should I pretend everything's good?
Act normal?
What??
Should I say thanks first?
Should I—?

I am so drown with my thoughts that I didn't notice his presence.

"Oh you're awake?"
"Good morning." With a slight awkward smile.
Yes you are doing great sweety.
And yes again at me lying to myself.

"Good morning. Come here I'm already done with this."

He is preparing breakfast. 

"Can I help?" Sounds fine as if I wasn't panicking inside.

"I'm fine just take a seat." The awkwardness is in the air.