Classic

43-

Two days.

All I need is two days
whether to jump with you or
move forward without you.

Two crucial days for me
whether you get the sign
or not.

We've only got two days left.
But before I knew.
Before it even started.
I just know I have decided already.
I can't even deceive myself.
I don't need one, two, or more days.
Before you even ask.
I just know I have my answer already.

I don't need two days.
Because whenever, wherever, I already know I'm willing to jump with you.

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Life has never been this good to me. Sometimes I asked myself if I even deserved all of this. But every time I doubt myself, something will come up just to remind me how deserving I am of everything I have.

I have lose everything at some point.

"Love are you listening?"
I just smiled at her.
"Eyy. You're not listening."

But her as my anchor, I slowly and calmly ride the waves of life. I knew how some things are temporary but I am glad I wasn't alone. I never felt alone in this journey. Not even once I felt empty.

I've got my family, friends and my special someone. People in my small circle that made me feel alive and inspires me to keep going.

True enough some things are meant to end but some things deserve a new beginning.

She stays.
She waits.
She listens.
She understands me.
And most of all,
She loves me despite of everything.

A lot happened on my weakest days.
She was there when I was weak, when I doubted myself, and when I am starting to lose hope. And God knows from that moment how I pray so hard. The first time I dearly asked Him to help me to become a deserving man for her.

Months to years passed by like a wind.
We fight just like a normal couple do.
We make up just like little kids at the playground. We play like high school students.
But we love each other on our own way.

And as days passed by,
things are getting clear to me.
Day by day,
I am starting to dream again.
A good one.
Probably, the best.

I am starting to dream how my future would be and at the same time I am starting to plan how I will make it come true.

But one thing is for sure, she is all I need to make all these dreams come true. There is no point if she is nowhere in this picture .

"I love you."
"I love you too. See I am listening."

—

Our love was tested by time and distance.
It made weaker.
Yet, it thrived and even got back stronger.
There was no such thing as perfect timing instead, we make each time perfect.
We were tested by time.
But only time can tell everything.

This isn't the end,
but a start of another chapter.
A chapter of a close book.
We have the right to choose our own ending.
Make it a happy one.
☺️

—Classic Ending—

Thank you,
Ih & A