Classic

Classic 9

Everyday is getting better for me. I get to live the life I wanted. Totoo nga siguro yung sinasabi nila once you focus on your goals hindi mo na namamalayan isa isa na pa lang dumarating yung mga pinapanalangin mo.

Next year Arin is getting married.

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"엘리야~" (Ellie)
"혹시 만날 수 있나요?" (Can we meet?)
"엘리야~" (Ellie)
"ㅠ ㅠ ㅠ"
"바쁘니? ㅠㅠ" (Are you busy?)
"밥 먹어" (Have a meal)
"건강 조심해" (Take care of your health)
"알았어?" (Understand?)

It feels great knowing at the end of the day you have someone...

"Areum lets eat somewhere."
"Sure. Let me just fix my things."
"Hoo. After a week we can now fully rest. Thanks for Arin's wedding preparation."
"Right."
"Hey mind sharing..."
"What?"

Honestly, this has been bothering me for quite some time now. I don't know if I should be fine with this kind of situation I mean I am definitely fine with 'us' but how things working out right now, I am just contented having 'him' as my assurance at the end of every day.

I cannot lie with Yujin even a single change in my expression she knew something is wrong.

This time she is aware how things started and how things are going that is why she never forgot to remind me about the reality.

'+82'
"엘리야~" (Ellie)
"뭐해?" (What are you doing?)
"보고싶다 ㅠㅠ" (I miss you)
"지금 어디야?" (Where are you?)

Before I will be bombarded with messages I should call this one.

Days, months passed nothing has change. I don't understand if it is good or bad. I'll just take whatever it is as of the moment and cherish while it lasts.

And today is the time of the month where Yujin just slaps me with reality and it sucks cause she's right.

I remember how she told me 'Yeah right! He's famous and all name it he has it all, even you. You know we're like sisters and I don't want you to get hurt. That is the last thing we wish to happen. Don't get me wrong. You act like a couple, like flowers here and there, fight over something, yet whats weird is... your label, your situation, and everything is just fucked up.'

'He loves you. Yes he do. You've even met half of his life but you cant meet the other half even his friends? Fine it is just his friends. Girl you know I have no problem with him he is perfectly fine, boyfriend material and all but you deserve more than just perfect. You get me? I'm mad but what matters to me the most right now is your happiness.'

True to her words. Everyone must be envious of me. If they just knew. If I can just show off what's mine I will but... things never work out they way we wanted it to be.