Classic

Classic 24

It has been a week since the last time we've met because of their crazy schedule. Their comeback date has been released as well.

And today is a lazy sunday where Yujin and I decided to go on for a date.

'+1004 Calling...'
"Our manager will pick you up in 30 mins no need to dress up to impress me."
"Why? You have practice for today right? And I'm going out with Yujin today."
"Hmm. What about later at 5pm?"
"Okay."
"Okay. See you."

"Seriously, I really don't know how beautiful you are for you to decline a Jung Ilhoon."

Honestly I really hate it when he put his work aside just to spend time with me. I mean being in a relationship with him makes me feel guilty already.

"Let's go."

We came home earlier than expected since his manager texted me that he is arriving early. I wonder what he is up to.

"Where are we going?"
"Ilhoon told me not to tell you where."
"Okay."

"Thank you."
"Suddenly? Are you saying that to me?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
"For being with Ilhoon.
For choosing to stay even though it is hard for both of you. And thank you for bringing back the cheerful Ihoon."

"Why?"

Wait. I saw something familiar. Don't tell me.

"Wait are we going inside??"
"Yes."
"No."

I have no choice but to follow and now we are heading inside Cube Ent.

I am walking slowly while his manager talk to almost all of the staff as if they were talking about me.

"We're here."

I quietly enter his studio and saw how focused he is while working that he didn't even notice us coming. I just told his manager to not to disturb him.

Guess what? Maybe this is the best VVIP seat that everyone would pay for.

Watching his back while he passionately do the things he loves. I tried capturing this very precious moment because he looks so cool

but I forgot to mute my phone. Hehehe stupid.

"Oh! When did you come?"
"Why? Why are you smiling? Am I cool?"

I nod.

He put down his headphones and sit beside me. He suddenly lean his head on my shoulder.

"Are you tired?"
"No. I'm recharging."

I just let him stay like that for a moment until his manager came.

"Oh I'm sorry... just going to bring your food."
"Hyung how was it?"
"I already talk to them so it is already fine."
"Thank you."

"Let's eat! Ah right! When you miss me you can come over here anytime."
"W-what? How?"
"Just go inside they already know you."
"No. You are working here. I wasn't supposed to come here anytime."
"That is why I told you when you miss me. If that means everyday I cannot do something about it."
"Ya!"

Maybe I have done something great in my past life to deserve this but I am not sure If I really do deserve this.

After their successful comeback week he's back to being Jung Ilhoon boyfriend.

'Calling +1004...'
"Congratulations!"
"Thanks! Ahh! I miss you~ what should I do?"
"Sleep first."
"Ehh~"
"Stop pouting Jung Ilhoon-ssi."
"Ah tomorrow we have a meeting with the company."
"Why? Solo?"
"I don't know. Just come over again at my studio?"
"I don't want to."
"Good night. See you."
"Ya! Ilhoo--"
"Good night."

I'm excited for today after a couple of weeks of watching them on tv makes me miss him even more. Though I really hate the idea of visiting him to their company. I don't know why it makes me too uncomfortable. Though I got the chance to be close with other idols since they are the one who accompanied me when I was waiting for BTOB to finish their practice or recording.

I nervously reach his studio. Feels like forever since we last met. However lights are still off inside maybe I'm too early.

"Unnie do you want to watch our practice first? The meeting is still on going."
"Okay."

After 30 minutes I decided to check if they are already back.

Then I saw them coming out of the room.

Maybe I already knew Ilhoon very well that even from his back I can read that there is something wrong. I don't want to disturb them while they are talking so I just waited in front of the elevator.

"Oh! Areum hello!"
"Hello!"
"He is in his studio."
"Okay. Thank you!"

I saw him holding his phone maybe he is trying to contact me because my phone suddenly rings.

But before he can face me I hugged him already. I don't know how much I miss this man.

"I miss you~"
"Me too."

He hug me tighter but it felt something is really wrong. I tried to divert my attention and block my thoughts.

"Did you eat already?" I tried diverting my thoughts away.
"No."
"What do you want to eat?"
"Will you cook for me?"
"What?"
"Please?"
"Ya. You know--"
"I know."
"Lets go?"

On our way to his place. I can't stop thinking about it. He is trying to hide something. He is trying to be cheerful when the thing is his eyes doesn't know how to lie.

The way he holds my hand feels like he wanted to say something but he cannot.

"You must be drained from your meeting?"
"Hmm"
"What should I cook for you?"
"Anything."
"Okay! Don't complain later you just said anything."
"Yes! Ms. Areum."

While I am cooking both of us is in deep thoughts but I knew he was watching me.

"This is really delicious."
"Liar."
"Seriously."
"Okay. Should I give you more?"
"Yes!"
"Ya! Stop! I'm just kidding."
"Nope. It is true. Try it."
"Oh!"
"I am right?"

Jung Ilhoon what is wrong with you? You are pretending to be happy but failed miserably.