Life with the WAGS

Sad Sidney

The ride to the hotel is quiet and I am nervous. Sidney sits in the back seat of the car and plays soft music. I group message Rob and Travis.
Group Chat:
Guys, something is totally wrong with Sidney.
It's the game loss sadness. I get into that same state after a loss.
I wish I didn't go to Saint Louis.
Why?
It's hard seeing Sidney so crushed.
Didn't you snap me out of the game loss sadness in Indiana after the Colts won?
I told you that you are something special and I love you. It was after the press conference that you stayed in the Lucas Oil press room dejected from the loss. What does this have to do with Sidney?
He's feeling dejected about a loss on the road. I know that feeling it stinks.
All athletes suffer from sadness after a loss.
It's tough seeing the sadness in a place you come to. You need to talk to Sidney when the time is right. I'm turning in for the night.
I end my chat with the tight ends and I think about my conversation with Sidney. A few moments later, we arrive at the hotel and check in. I have a suite all to myself. I'm getting my coffee ready when I hear a knock on my door. I look to see who it is and I see Matt on the other side of my door. I open it only to get pulled out of my suite and into the hallway. Matt briefly explains to me that Sidney and Kris are arguing. The team mates look at each other and part to the sides of the suite. Matt takes me away to the Gateway Arch. I look at the goaltender and smile. Matt and I make our way back to the hotel. As the goaltender is driving, a song comes on the radio.
Watch my life pass me by
In the rear view mirror
Pictures frozen in time
Are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes
Yeah
'Cause I want you
And I feel you
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger
Like a burning
To find the place I've never been
Now I'm broken
And I'm fading
I'm half the man I thought I would be
But you can have
What's left of me
I've been dying inside
Little by little
Nowhere to go
But goin' out of my mind
In endless cirlcles
Runnin' from myself until
You gave me a reason for standing still
And I want you
And I feel you
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger
Like a burning
To find the place I've never been
Now I'm broken
And I'm fading
I'm half the man I thought I would be
But you can have
What's left of me
Falling faster
Barely breathing
Give me somethin' to believe in
Tell me it's not all in my head
Take what's left of this man
Make me whole once again
'cause I want you
And I feel you
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger
Like a burning
To find the place I've never been
Now I'm broken
And I'm fading
I'm half the man I thought I would be
You can have
All that's left
Yeah, yeah, yeah
What's left of me
I've been dying inside you see
I'm going out of my mind
Out of my mind
I'm just runnin' in circles all the time
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Of me
Just runnin' in circles all the time
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Take what's left of me