Life with the WAGS

Someone You Loved

I'm standing on the five yard line of the field and my heartbeat is fast. I look at Travis and I leave. I'm on the press bus going to Little Cesars Arena even though the Red Wings are away. I show my press badge to the guard and he lets me in. I sit on the first floor seat trying to collect my thoughts. I see the Pistons getting ready for a joint practice session with the Clippers. I leave the arena thinking about going back to Los Angels. I get to the airport and I see a few flights from Detroit to Pittsburgh. I get a ticket and I sit down. A few moments later, the flight is called. I sit in the window seat and ponder my choice to go to the Steel City. As the flight takes off a song starts playing.
I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me
This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy
I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say
But it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain
Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to
This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you
Now, I need somebody to know
Somebody to heal
Somebody to have
Just to know how it feels
It's easy to say but it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape
Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes
I fall into your arms
I'll be safe in your sound 'til I come back around
For now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
But now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
The flight lands and Sidney picks me up. The car ride is a quiet one. I feel my phone vibrate and I look at a text message.
Text Conversation:
Vanessa, I hope you're okay.
Travis, I am. It's complicated but I want you to know that I don't want you to get upset when I tell you that I'm in Pennsylvania.
You left Detroit to go to Pittsburgh?
Yup. We weren't talking. I'm going to be staying with Sidney. 
You're going to stay with your ex boyfriend! Sidney left you 💔 and you want to stay with him?
Travis, we weren't talking. I needed space from you after you cheated on me with Mya! I'm sorry for wanting to be away from you!
When you get back to Los Angles I won't be in the city.
Where are you going?
Ohio. I need space from all the mess.
I'm staying in Pennsylvania. TJ Watt is hosting a charity dance contest.
I hope you have a great time.
Sidney and I are at his mansion. It's beautiful and amazing. Kris is in one of the guest rooms. Sid and I go to an empty room and I unpack my stuff. I take out a garment bag and I look at the Asgardian wedding dress and think about Travis.