Life with the WAGS

Because of You

It's week two of my time with the Chiefs. I'm kicking so much my leg gets cramped and I feel awful. I eat a banana and get back to the field. An hour later, the practice is over and I head to the airport. Patrick and Travis head back to the practice field. I'm on a flight to Tampa to party with Rob. I get ready for the beach party and I realize that I brought my combat boots. I text Travis worried.
Text Conversation:
Babe, what are your thoughts about combat boots at the beach?
I wouldn't risk it. I just got done watching the Hills episode with Justin Bobby sporting combat boots to the beach.
I need to hit a surfer shop. 😡
We have a bye week and I hope you're up for a hockey game.
Who is playing?
The Penguins are on a five game road trip to Philadelphia, Dallas, Detroit, San Jose and Los Angeles. I know that you don't have a lot of time to talk about the games but I hope you think about it. I'll let you pick a few games.
😘
After a few hours, I am on the beach partying with the Gronkowski family. I'm looking on the beach to see Rob and an unknown female flirting. An hour later, I head into a beach house. I'm on a bar stool and Julian is behind the bar. I ask him to play some Kelly Clarkson.
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
Feeling dejected, I sit on the couch in the back yard.