The sound of rain hitting the window, collides with the beating of your heart. The empty side of the bed. Just like the other side of your chest.
I still have all his clothes, possessions, and even his phone. I just couldn't give them away. It's too difficult. It's been almost a year; a long, hard, heart shattering few months. Many tears were shed; mostly from me. For at least a month I couldn't go on the news, or go outside for the worst part. He is always on my mind no matter what. He went too quickly, I still can't believe it.
Being in this type of industry is brain wearing, paparazzi everywhere, tracking your every move. His death was all over social, it was unbearable. I haven't fully accepted it, and I don't think I ever will. But, the only thing that's keeping me going is her: my little angel.
She's an absolute joy to have in my life. She is four now, he died a few months after her fourth birthday. Rob and I have always dreamed of having kids. It was definitely a miracle. She has beautiful, piercing blue eyes, and naturally curly hair; the color of her daddy's.
Juniper Laelynn Pattinson. Her daddy himself is watching from above.
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Still Here | Robsten
FanfictionKristen recently suffered a loss of someone close to her heart. She now has been raising her daughter alone for almost a year. After all the terrifying scenarios leading up to his "death" she fears that "he" might be still here. Now Kristen has to d...
