Shattered Jar (Fiorello Series #1)

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Sorry for the delay!

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I kept on pushing Zarachiel's hand away from me. I just don't like the idea of him touching me right after those shits that I saw on Facebook. Remind me not to open any of my social media accounts again.

"Airis..." he called.

We're actually inside his car, nagmamaneho siya papunta kung saan at hindi ko rin alam.  I didn't ask where because I don't really feel like talking to him. Let's say, I want to hear his explanation about it but not now especially in my state. I won't be able to get his point. Lango ako sa alak at masyado akong nilalamon ng damdamin ko kaya hindi ko alam kung paano ko sisimulan 'to.

And how did he knew that I was there with Poison and his friends? Gosh! I almost kissed Poison earlier and I hate myself for being a flirt! I'm just really emotional and confused about what happened but I won't kiss someone that is not Zarachiel. I will still br loyal to him as long as I love him.

"I know why you're acting like that." sabi niya na hindi ko na lang pinansin.

Ipinarada niya ang sasakyan sa isang bahay na hindi pamilyar sa akin. Kunot na kunot ang aking noo habang tinitignan iyon kaya wala sa sarili akong napabaling sa kaniya.

"Where are we?"

"Before I answer that, I just want to say sorry for the picture or engagement shit that you saw on Facebook. It was Mara's way of pissing us off and I already take care of it." pagpapaliwanag niya sabay haplos sa aking braso. "Please don't be mad at me. I don't really know about it,"

"Bakit ba kasi napapaligiran ka ng mga higad, ha?! Namumuro na 'yang si Mara sa akin, e! Talagang nag-effort mag-edit para mambadtrip?" irita kong ani bago ako mariing pumikit.

I'll fucking choke Mara to death once I see her. Bibigyang effort ko rin kung paano ko siya gagantihan tapos papaedit ko rin. Tanginang 'yon? Halos mabaliw ako kakaisip tapos pakulo niya lang? Siraulo ba siya?

"I'm sorry..."

"Why are you not answering your phone then? Ang sabi pa nga ni Barachiel ay ideya ng mama mo 'yon!"

Gulat na gulat si Zarachiel at halatang sinusubukan niyang kumalma. He doesn't want to say anything bad that's why he's trying to calm himself first.

"Matagal na nila akong pinaplanong ipakasal kay Mara pero hindi ako pumapayag. Kung gusto ko 'yon, sana noon pa lang pinakasalan ko na." aniya sabay haplos sa aking pisngi.

Kumunot ang aking noo kaya iniwas ko ang mukha ko sa kaniya. Naiinis ako sa nangyayari sa amin ngayon at hindi ako makapag-isip nang tama. This the the bad effect of alcohol and I'm hating it right now.

"About me not answering your calls, may kinausap kasi ako. Hindi tungkol sa engagement party, ha? This one's different and very important, Airis."

"At ano 'yan?" tanong ko kahit na kunot pa rin ang noo.

"You'll know later." he said.

Zarachiel went out of the car as he opened the door for me. I'm still confused about what's happening and I badly need his precise but accurate explanation.