Unshed Tears

Wakas

"I lost my necklace. May sentimental value sakin ang kwentas na 'yon kaya binalikan ko kung sa' n nahulog."

I can't understand my feelings. Hindi ko na dapat sya sinundan dito! Pero kung hindi ko naman sya sinundan, baka napahamak na sya!

"Why? is it that important to you to risk your life? Bigay ba 'yon ng boyfriend mo, huh?" puno ng pait kong sabi.

She looked away.

Damn this girl. I can suddenly ask if tama ba itong ginagawa ko?

Will I be satisfied to use this girl when she had enough of pain in the past?

I knew her, ever since.

She's my girlfriend's best friend.

"Please.. Walter, do everything to free my best friend... Wala syang kasalanan... If you really love me, please..." Astrid begged in front of me, isang beses bago ko nalaman na maling tao ang nagdusa sa kasalanan ng iba.

Inalo ko si Astrid at niyakap.

"I will, pangako ko yan sayo." I assured her.

Hindi ko maiwasang hindi damdamin ang mga posibilidad na maaaring mangyari sa hinaharap.

The border line between sadness and happiness crept within me.
I'm not at ease for weighing the sensation, or even the small glimpse of hope just to contradict with my heart.

Alam kong mali, pero nasimulan ko na.

Might as well, I'll enjoy the feeling while it last, perhaps?

"Simply because nothing lasts forever, Del Fuego. Love is something that would fade as time goes by," I remember the exact words she said when we are heading to our mansion in Iloilo.

She doesn't believe in love? Bitterness spilled within my veins.
Why? Is it really hard to believe that I love.... Well, did I?

Hindi ko na maintindihan ang aking sarili. There are times that I can suddenly feel erotic and my care for her grows which was the least thing I expected.

Naalala ko pa 'nun, she's very stubborn and hard-headed.

I received a text message from my cousin, Prince,

Damn, the cousin of mine I am really jealous with. At first, I thought its just my pride and ego that were having a turbulent rhythm whenever I saw how she smiled and cared for him!

Damn myself for feeling this way.

Prince:

Bro! Are you here in BGC?

My brows furrowed just when I received his text message. I'm wondering what's up with the world right now?

Nasa site ako at namamahala sa renovation ng hotel na itatayo sa mismong resort namin, gabi na at narito pa rin kami. Even if its not my responsibility to hands on with the property of my parents, I want to prove a point!

Minsan nga ay napapabayaan ko na ang hospital dahil sa pag-aaligid ko dito. The mere reason I immuned to myself is because I want to continue the legacy my parents had foundered, but unti unti ko na ring inaamin sa sarili ko na...

I was jealous of her assistant, darn it!

Pinilit ko ang sarili ko na hindi mapalapit sa kanya. A girl as naughty and playful as her, na tila ginagawang laro ang lahat! She chased me, I guess, but hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili na magalit isang beses na nakita ko silang Magkasama!

I went to her suite and I was a bit shaken when I saw her red swollen eyes, kagagaling lang sa isang iyak.

Bakit ganun,?