Billie
Hours later.."Absolutely not!" She shakes her head with a disgusted laugh.
"You're meaning to tell me you never thought about smashing Johnny Depp." I ask with a straight face.
"No! He looks dead all the time." She giggles and bites her french fry. After she went home to change she came back to my house and we decided to just eat out back of my house. We have lights set up all over the tree and a blanket laid out with some candles so it looks "romantic." I agree with her on that, it does look romantic.
"How dare you say that about a legend? See, I don't know if this date is gonna work out." I joke with a hurt expression and shake my head at the grin on her face.
"Oh whatever." She waves me off with an eye roll.
"Tell me something." I say gaining her attention just as she's about to bite into her meatless burger.
"Shoot." She says before taking a large bite, her eyes widening in delight.
"Why'd you get so irritated with me earlier?" She chews and swallows her food and wipes her hands on a napkin before speaking.
"I just didn't want to be used. I don't like being used, it's happened before." Her mood becomes somber and I frown. "Plenty of girls at school would use me as an experiment and I was so dumb and hurt and broken that I didn't care." She rambles, "I just kept giving them the 'girl on girl experience' to cure my broken heart until I realized what it was doing to me."
"You don't have to worry about that with me." I say grabbing her hands and looking in her eyes. When the hell did you get so soft? She looks down at our hands and blushes.
"Okay." She says with a smile. She pushes her box of food beside her and lays down on the blanket we're sitting on. I mimic her and get close so our heads are touching. We both stare up at the night sky and I sigh with content. "You know something?" She says in a soft voice.
"I'm having this constant battle with you and how I feel." She admits and I nod in agreement.
"I am too. I honestly don't know how I feel, I know I enjoy spending time with you and I want to continue to do so." I shift and turn towards her. She turns her head to look at me and butterflies swarm my stomach. Soft.
"We can do that." I smile at her response and nod my head. "I was thinking on my way home that it doesn't matter the time frame and if we know for sure how we feel."
"Yeah we can just let it happen." I say shrugging and she nods agreeing. I look at her for a second and I felt this urge to kiss her.
"Yeah just enjoy ourselves and don't put a label
on this. We're friends who go on dates.""Who kiss each other." I say and she looks confused before I lean in and kiss her lips softly. I pull away and look into her eyes with a blush. She puts her hand on my chin and pecks my lips a few more times. She leans in again and kisses me more firmly this time. She slides her hand down to my neck and grips it firmly. I gasp and she takes that chance to slide her tongue into my mouth.
Goosebumps cover the top half of my body as she moves her hand that's placed around my neck to the back of my head to rub my scalp. I moan into the kiss from the smoothness of her fingertips. I pull away and take a deep breath. She giggles at my reaction and I bite my bottom lip to calm my nerves.
"Woo. Um okay." I say nervously tucking a piece of hair behind my ear. "Wasn't expecting it to feel like that or-"
"Turn out like that?" She questions with a smirk.
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No Good For You
General FictionSada Anthony, is a young black girl from LA with a group friends and a loving mother. After the loss of her father and major heartbreak of her teen years, the last thing she was looking for was love. Especially if it happened to be with a straight g...