No Good For You

sixteen

Sada
December 22nd
Night of Bell Twin's Christmas Party

"Can you stop bugging me about your fucking hair Nya? You look great." Kevin huffs in irritation in the backseat. We're currently on our way to the twin's place for the Christmas party. Nya is a nervous wreck and so am I being that I'll be seeing my girlfriend.

I always get nervous when I see Billie because I never know how to react. I don't know whether to hug her or kiss her or just wave. It's so weird trying to hold in the secret and not display affection.

"Can you not be so fucking rude?" She snaps and I sigh knowing an argument is coming.

"Hey! Not right now." I say sternly shutting them up before they get the chance to start arguing.

I pull up to a nice condo that's blasting music and people hanging out outside. I thought they lived in an apartment? I pull up behind a car and we all get out. I lock my car doors and we walk up the long driveway to the house. I wave at the people sitting on the stairs and they wave back. I open the door and get smacked by the weed smoke. The music is surprisingly not so loud this time.

Goldlink's Meditation featuring Jazmine Sullivan plays through the speakers hinting that this is gonna be a good party. I move to the beat as I look around the house for any sign of Bil.

"Do y'all see Billie anywhere?" I ask them loudly over the music so they can hear me. They all shake their head no. I blow out a breath and pull my phone out to send her a text.

me
i'm here, where are you?

"Let's go get a drink and mingle a little." Tori suggests loud enough for us to hear. I nod and follow them as we weave around to get to the kitchen. I spot a bottle of D'usse and look over at Kevin with a wide grin. Our last encounter with D'usse was eventful and extremely fun. Me and Kevin have a good time on dark liquor.

"I'm wit it if you are." I say and he blows out a breath.

"I'm always ready for the D'usse." Kevin says grabbing some cups and pouring both of us a drink.

"Hey! Hey! Y'all drinking the D'usse without us?" We hear loud voices and my head snaps in the direction seeing the twins. I smile and they pull me into a group hug.

"Oh! Hey!" I say in surprise. They pull away and hug my friends as well. They're friendly.

"How y'all doing? Y'all enjoying the party?" One of the twins ask and I nod.

"We just got here but yeah it's cool so far." Nya says and one of the twins, Isaac I assume smiles in her direction.

"You look nice." He says giving her body a once over. She blushes and gives him a once over as well.

"Thank you, you too."

"Have y'all seen Billie?" I ask taking a sip from my cup.

"Nah. She was around here somewhere though." Eli glances around the room to try to spot her while Isaac looks like he has something to spill. I eye him suspiciously but keep my mouth shut. I nod and take a sip from my drink again. I might have to get drunk tonight.

"Can we go dance?" Kevin nudges me with a look of boredom.

"Y'all go ahead." I wave him off still looking around for Billie. He smacks his teeth and gulps down his drink before pouring another drink. He pulls Nya by the arm out of the kitchen and they disappear into the crowd of people.

"You should come dance Sada. Come get trashed and have a good time." Eli says and I contemplate for a few seconds before tossing my drink back.

"Fuck it." I shrug and they cheer with big infectious smiles.