I'll Never Be Your Mate

Chapter 32

Jake P.O.V

I watched as she gazed up with her deep ice blue eyes. They were an open window to her soul, they didn't hide how hot and lusted she was. Her cheeks were blazing rosy. Was I the one who did that to her?

Hell yeah!

The moment I took her in my arms, she became bothered hot. A thrill of satisfaction and pride filled my chest at knowing I could make her feel like this. My wolf please to see her mate's arousal face.

She had quite torture me with her little dance with that man. And mostly with that nude back of her. Damn she was looking so hot and alluring. Her shoulder blade is so sexy. I knew I had a weird fetish. But I love it. My fingertips met her warm skin, skimming up her spine. Ashley shivered under my hands. She squirmed under my palms. Her way of reacting was making me more aroused. But I continued my trail on her back. We swayed slowly to the music.

I caressed her shoulder blade slowly and sensually. I watched her lips parted, a moan left her mouth. My groin pulsed in a pleasurable pain. Her eyes closed in awe. I thought I'm not the only have the back fetish. I played with the hem of her dress on her back as she opened her eyes. I let my hands pass under the drape hem touching her skin beneath the dress. "J-Jake..." her voice was shaky "What are you really doing?"

My nail scraped against her side breasts causing her to moan. "Just what you are thinking" I smirked. "Didn't I tell you not to reveal your skin like that?"

"It's the consequence of showing everyone that back of yours."

She fumbled on her words "W-what?"

"You show your skin open for people to enjoy to see and I who couldn't resist this, I took a feel on what was on my display"

She looked aghast at me, her mouth slag open.

I smirked. I placed my hand under her chin closing her mouth. "Oh I forget to say, you look beautiful tonight" I inked at her. She stared baffled at me. I turned my back to her and walked out of the club. I really needed the fresh air out. More than that, I needed to fix that little friend down that kept standing straight.

Not too long everyone came out ready to go home. Ashley avoided to look at me but when she did, she would blush. Cute wolf.

As soon as we got home, without any delay everyone went to their room feeling very sleepy. I watched Ashley going up the stairs tiredly with her heels in her hands. She looked so beautiful even with her hair stick up from running hands too much in it. Thank god she didn't drink that much today. With Austin in her room, I didn't want him to witness her drunken state. I knew Austin is a great guy but I did not trust him with a drunkard Ashley. Drunken Ashley is really bold.

I watched Ashley go into her room with Austin behind him. I was simply happy watching her. I watched the close door as I thought to myself. What was I exactly doing? It's totally not my approach of staying away from my mate.

I didn't want to go in the same agony. I shuddered as I remembered the past.

No I didn't want to go through that. Still I felt myself in the same agony for staying away from her. I had felt the same agony when she had gotten kidnap.

I still remembered vividly how I was going mad at not have her where I could see her. Even though, I had stayed away from her and had made her dislike me, she was always there. I knew she would be always there in front of my view. I would see her when my eyes searched for her. That much was reassuring for me. But I could no more find this enough now. I could never endure the fact that Ashley is hurt. I couldn't protect her when I'm pushing her away.

It seemed impossible to ignore the mate bond. Impossible to remove her from my mind!

I'm liking her.