I'll Never Be Your Mate

chapter 5

"Ok. Wait a minute. Let me get it in my mind" Stella said, confused while passing forth and back. "You found your mate. Your mate is Jake, which turns out to be your fiancée. Nobody knows it, nor did you plan to tell anyone. You refused to acknowledge him as one because he is a jerk, an asshole, a dickhead, a playboy, annoying, arrogant, and cocky. So you hate him, he only played with you and your emotions. He also don't want his mate which is you. He didn't say anything about you being his mate.By his behaviour and attitude, you already know that he never want a mate in life. Is that it? Did I memorized all?" she stopped walking and asked while being out of breath.

I nodded, sitting on the bed while looking at both Stella and Sarah confused face. Yesterday after my dance with Jake, I didn't see him again in the party. Today, Brandon and he returned back to Colorado. I guess that I would not see him sooner. He surprised me well at the dance, but I would not stay under the spell that he played on me. He just played with me like he did with all the girls.

Just after the party, Stella came. When I returned home, I went directly to my room with Sarah. She surprised me by finding her sleeping in the dark room of mine with a beautiful, tired face of hers. Stella has dark brown eyes and has brown wavy hair. She is 159cm. She is cute. At school, boys were attracted to her because of her cuteness. She always has the look of innocence and which she is around people she doesn't know or else she is quite open, playful, strong, and childish. She understands people very well and is very patient with others.

The girls planned to stay at my place to catch up.I just told them about Jake and listened to Stella to recite the same thing that I just said trying to get it as it was kind of confusing for them.

"Wow! That was a long list!" Sarah said.

Stella kneeled in front of me and took my hand in hers, looking sad "I don't understand why you always face this kind of situation. We both know how much you were eager to meet your mate, and when you meet him, he turned out to be a player."

"But it's ok." Sarah said, smiling sadly kneeled beside Stella. "You don't need a stupid hot mate to live your life. You can manage without him like before you met him and what we are for, we are here to entertain your life. Don't forget about us, " I chuckled at her comment.

"I know. That's why I don't give a damn to Jake. No one other than you can understand me. Once this marriage finished, I planned to find a good guy to love. Why do I have to spend my life alone while that jerk spend his life with his sluts?" I said raising my eyebrows.

"That's my girl. We love you" Stella said while both jumped hugging me which made me lay on the bed with both of them on me. "I love you too but I'm dying here with your big weight on me" I said acting suffocating. By this, I got a slapped from Stella on my arm. I hit Stella with a pillow and it end up with battle of pillows with Sarah joining us. It continued like this with each other of us which made the three of us lied on the bed, looking on the ceiling while catching our breaths.

"It has been a while since we played like this" I said breaking the silence.

"Yeah. After three years apart from each other. I missed you both so much" Sarah said.

"That's why we need to catch all the times that we missed up." Stella replied.

"You know that we will be separate once again when you are gonna marry" Sarah said looking at me sadly. "I know. But we still have time for us. Till the day come, we enjoy our days and make it memorable" I said, smiling, chilling them.

"Hell yes. Let's have a sleepover tonight and get drunk?" Sarah suggested.

"Nooo! Stella whined. "You always think of party, huh, party animal" she said, making us laugh at her. She scoffed at us.

"Ok, let's do it. It has been a long time since we had sleepovers and also with drinks. What do you say, Ash? " she smirked.

"Yeah! Bring it on" I yelled, making us laugh.

**-**

Hailey went out. She would meet Dylan at a restaurant and spend their time there. Mom and dad were watching a movie in the living room. They knew about our plans so they left us to it. We ordered pizza and bought the drinks earlier in the afternoon. We told every details that happened abroad. The hilarious things, the hot boys that we saw, the new friends and the ones who flirted on us. We sing and dance like a party animal.We drank beer and ate. we were wolves, don't get drunk faster. I loved pizza with extra cheese and seafood. I loved it when my tongue rolled over and savoured the cheese. The others liked the same taste but with allflavourss.

Then we watched vampire diaries. We love the pair of Damon and Elena. We are a fan of these serials. We spent our night watching till we fell asleep.

After many days, I finally enjoyed my day without any trouble. I just don't want tomorrow a new problem to start.