I'll Never Be Your Mate

chapter 2

Chapter 2

Jake P.O.V

I'm the kind of guy that doesn't believe in mate. I had never wanted to have a mate throughout my life. I had seen many werewolves suffer. Ones who losing their mate, ones who being reject by their mate, ones who doesn't ever found their mate. I had seen them go through many misery and distress and die. It was like a torture. When I saw that I had just one thing in my head that I don't want to go through it. Since then I had started not believing in love and mate and as people say it I became a player.

Since then, I started going out with many girls to hide that emptiness. But really. I can't understand how men can stay with one woman for their whole life. If I was just in their place, I would have already been bored by then.

As women find me irresistible, every day I find a new one in my arms. Till then everything was alright when suddenly I get to meet her. I really didn't imagine I would ever meet my mate. It was my wolf who recognize her first. He howled with pride and happiness.

She was so sexy when she was angry. I was already turn on by her act. Even her scent was so wonderful. It was a mixture of honey and vanilla. She was so beautiful and so perfect. She has a cute and innocent face. Her beautiful blue-grey eyes make you wanna happily drown in them, her long eyelashes make her eyes more pretty. She has a cute small nose and full luscious lips that can attract boys and make them want to kiss them. A beige blouse covered her small waist and her wide hip. Her curvy figure has already made me on while thinking it. While she walked, I noticed her long skinny legs that were hidden in black skinny jeans and her heels that makes her legs even longer, turning her a total sexy bomb. I just want to take her and made love to her right on this table. She is so beautiful.

I can't believe I got her as my mate. I'm so lucky.

Oh No! What am I thinking? 

I must always remember why I don't want a mate. I don't want to hurt myself or her. I'm already know what she thought of me after seeing me kiss another girl but it is also true.

I'm that kind of person. She don't deserve me. She deserve someone better. And also, I won't be tie with only one girl, I'll surely get tired of her.

But it is fun to tease her and make her angry. I love to see that face she makes. Now I have another thing to talk of with my old man.

Ashley P.O.V

I went to washroom and cry till i felt myself drained of tears . I don't know what I did wrong that god had to punish me that much. All I wanted was a good mate. I was so devastated that I cried a lot. My eyes was so swollen and puffy that it became red.

My wolf was also crying and yearning for her mate. We both felt like our soul has been tear apart. She also felt that pain as she is a part of me. She is ashamed of her mate.

All I knew now is that I have my family and friends to love me, one less doesn't mean the end of the world. I'm fine like this. From now on I would live only for the present, I wouldn't dream or wait for something happen in the future. If I don't have my mate that doesn't mean I will never fall in love with another one. I don't know if I'll be able to...

I'll never mention to anyone not even my parents that I found my mate. I think except Stella and Sarah. I can't hide anything from them. I'll never acknowledge him as my mate if ever I met him in the future but most possibilities, I knew I'll never see him again.

After being calm, I remembered that I came here for a purpose. Because of that jerk I forgot something so important. Anyway, I'll never see him again. 

After cleaning my face, I left for my dad's office. As I came near the office, I heard loud voices. Even though I went in.

"How could you-" I started shouting but I became speechless when I saw my so-called- mate who I thought I would never see again in my life yelling at my dad and a man.