SCENERY / Taejin

33. No One But You

"I-I want you to stay."

Jin-hyung choke up with tears streaming down his face.

Those words carry a thousand feelings he's bottled up and it shows on his face and body, now shaking like a leaf.
And I know it took every ounce of courage he had to say those five tiny words.
The letters he wrote and kept hidden had already filled me in with all the details but hearing it from his own lips sealed the deal.

There stood the most beautiful man in the entire universe but doubts and fears had clouded him from seeing just how desired and loved he is.

If only you could read my mind,hyung...

I darted to him, grab him by the shoulders and planted that kiss his quivering lips needed so much.

Hyung stumbles a step back in shock throwing us both down on the bed.

My lips never leave his, kissing and sucking on them as if my own life depended on it. The feel of his velvet soft lips is intoxicating, the scent of his body gets me high and the heat from his body, now trapped under me; his legs thrown in between mine and the way his bare chest is touching the thin fabric of my shirt- everything makes me dizzy but I never want it to end.

My tongue presses against the gap of his lips seeking for entrance and he allows me in, whimpering a little. That little soft moan is enough to drive me wild and I'm amazed that I haven't gone nuts yet.

We're desperate for more as our kiss deepens. Hyung brings his arms up and throws them over my shoulders, his fingers grabbing my nape and he pulls me closer to him, sinking our bodies deeper into the mattress.
It was now my turn to groan. My legs moves on it's own, grinding against his and he lets out a gasp at this, breaking me away from the kiss, strings of saliva joining our bruised lips.

"T-Taehyung-ah..." his face is flushed the deepest shade of pink, sweat forms on his forehead and his chest heaves in deep, ragged breaths.

"Hmmm?"
My mind is clouded as it only focuses on those pink lips. Anything else seems to brush pass my attention as I stare at them hungrily.

Hyung cups my face in his hands and directed my attention to meet his eyes. Those light brown glistening eyes of his could command my whole existence and they clear my head abit.

A small smile appears on his face, the cold rigid expression from earlier has all melted away. This was the real Jin-hyung, the real Kim Seokjin- in all his vulnerability smiling at me.

"Don't go..." he pouts reminding me of the engagement I had long forgotten about. I chuckle at the innocence on his face, wincing from the dart it threw into my heart.

How could a 33 year old man make me soft like marshmallows? What sorcery is this?

"Never." I reply giving him a little peck on his nose.

I pull myself off him and stand up, extending a hand out for him to get up too.

"Huh?"
Hyung looks confused and....
almost disappointed.
I was getting good at reading him too and I couldn't help but laugh, fully knowing what he was expecting.

As much as I wanted to pounch on him already, kiss and explore the entire length of his body tonight,
I want us to enjoy this advancement together slowly. I want to savor every detail and take time to treasure and record every moment in perfect memory.

"Let's go get ready for dinner,hyung. It's getting late. We have to hurry to buy the steak."

Hyung cocked his head to the side, looking baffled at me still.