No Going Back

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After "catching up" Reina and I went to go shower, she took my shower and I took the hallway shower.

Homecoming's this month and Reina wants to go shopping together, but I'm not a big fan of shopping.

Kidding, I can go crazy when shopping for clothes, it's weird actually because one minute I can be totally calm and then bam I'll have tons of bags.

Luke and I usually went together but this year I'm not sure I want to go you know. Like yes it's my last Homecoming but I just don't know. 

I think Xavier might ask Reina but I'm not so sure, I mean I think they're lying about their feelings for one another because of me.

The sound of the bathroom door opening and closing caught my attention.

"Reina?" I called out only to get no answer. I peeked out to see Luke was fixing his hair acting like I didn't just call out.

I rolled my eyes, before reaching out and grabbing my towel that was hanging. I wrapped it around my body tightly before getting out. 

"Luke? What are yo-" I didn't even have a chance to finish before he abruptly picked me up and set me on the sink counter. 

"L-Luke?" I stuttered mentally slapping myself for showing emotion around him. 

He smirked and leaned forward catching me off guard, "I'm getting you back for ignoring me all summer." 

I groaned, attempting to push him away but he grabbed my arms and put them above my head. I willed myself not to react but it was hard considering my feelings for Luke.

He smirked examining my face. "I could simply do this," He whispered leaning in even more which caused my face to heat up. "And you'd blush."

He's never been like this, why now? Was it because I changed? Because now I'm different? More confident with myself?

Does he think that I'm just going to turn into a puddle of mush because it's him?

Well he's got another thing coming. "Luke, I need to get dressed. Can you let me go now?"

He shook his head and my eyes widened. "Luke." I huffed in annoyance making him lean in even more. 

There was practically two inches of space or maybe less between us, oh how badly I wanted to kiss him right now. 

Oh god, this needs to stop.

I looked away from Luke's gaze hoping that he'll soon let me go but he just placed a finger under my chin making me look at him.

"Fuck it." I stated, earning a confused look from Luke. 

I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him closer, I looked into his eyes meeting his gaze.

Was I really going to do this? Kiss my best friend?

All thoughts vanished when his lips briefly touched mine before the door opened revealing a embarrassed Xavier.

"Oh, uh sorry." He apologized sheepishly scratching the back of his neck. 

I took that as my chance to push Luke back and run to my room before rushing inside my closet. It's a walk in closet but not one of those huge ones.

It's like those small one kind of, but spacious ish.

I locked the door and slid down it. "Lord what did I just do?" I then began to pace around and started talking to myself.

"Okay okay. Maybe it was nothing, and it was his way of getting back at me. Right?" Yeah it had to be nothing.

Deciding not to deal with it right now I began to get dressed. 

I grabbed a black sports bra with matching underwear before grabbing a pair of sweats that stopped mid calf and had DANCE on the left leg.

Putting on those, I grabbed a white tanktop and slipped it on before brushing out my hair. Lastly, I slipped on some socks and I was done.

Walking back into my room, Luke was laying on my bed with my phone. Don't get me wrong he doesn't know the password but if he got it right ...

It would automatically unlock to my notes, which has some personal things in it.

I quickly but quietly walked over to him before jumping on him. He groaned in pain, while I grabbed my phone from him and went to unlock it.

Which didn't work because he locked it. "Geez, thanks Luke." 

I rolled my eyes slipping it into my pocket and getting off the bed. Holding my hand out towards him to grab, "Let's go downstairs?"

"I need to do something first." I looked at him with confusion. Do what? He grabbed my hand pulling me forward, until I was straddling him. 

I was confused and before I could question him, he crashed his lips onto mine.

My eyes widened in shocked and I didn't kiss back. He seemed to notice this because he then pulled away and mumbled an apology.

"We should hurry and go down." He whispered allowing me to get off him so he could exit the room.

I sat on my bed confused as to why I didn't kiss back. 

I do still like him, don't I? Of course I do, but then why didn't I kiss back?

Shaking my head, I heading downstairs where Reina and Zav were watching The Vampire Diaries.

"What time is it?" Xavier asked, looking over at me but I just shrugged.

"It's two." Luke told him while avoiding eye contact with me.

I sighed and opened my messages deciding to tell Reina what happened. She's going to freak out, I already know it.

To; Reina Baena
Luke kissed me ...

I saw Reina's phone light up, she looked at her notification before looking up at me with with wide eyes. "Holy fuck!"

The guys looked at her and I couldn't control my laughter.

To; Reina Baena
I know ...

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Reina had left home, her mom needed her help with getting ready for her date with her boyfriend.

Xavier was in the kitchen looking for food, and I was fixing the living room which is when I noticed Luke forgot his phone when he left.

I shrugged, just going to put it into my pocket when it vibrated.

New Message from Lydia

I stopped myself, wait what? No, this can't be right. I unlocked his phone, my curiosity getting the best of me.

From; Lydia
Had fun the other night, round two later tonight?

To; Lydia
On my way

From; Lydia
See you soon

My mouth fell open in shock, holy shit he lied to me! The sound of the door opening caused me to lock his phone and set it on the coffee table.

"Hey sorry, I forgot my phone." Luke smiled at me but it didn't reach his eyes.

I just nodded and watched as he got his phone before leaving, I groaned in annoyance.

Oh, he's going to regret lying to me.