Red Eyed Beauty || Jungkook FF

Chapter 23

soojin

its been over a month since I've been turned, jimin and harin have gotten so much closer, and my mom comes home more often so thats great

my 18th birthday passed and namjoon told me I won't grow any older than that, age wise I will but not how I look physically

I want to tell harin so bad but I'm scared to, what if she doesn't want to hang out with me after she finds out

many thoughts run through my head like that, like mom will grow old and I will still be my 18 year old self, I don't want to watch everyone I love die in front of me but its life and it has to happen

I went over to harin house and hung out for a while, we watched many tv shows and we played card games and took many photos together, harin and her parents moved so we were at her new house

I sigh "I forgot my bag in your car, ill be right back" I slide off her bed and she gives me a nod while fiddling with her camera, I walk down stairs and exit the house, harin gave me a ton of her older clothes but she left them in her car

I step into the grass and my body starts to react, it burned so bad that I wanted to scream, I run back into the shade, I was so shocked, I wince as my skin slowly heals

I took my pill this morning so what the hell is going on, I take my phone out and call jin since he might know "hello?" he answers "jin somethings wrong with me" I say and sit on the ground "what do you mean? are you okay?" he asks me worriedly "I took my pill this morning but I somehow still burn in the sun" I whisper to him so no one hears

"oh" he sounded like he knew something "I knew this would happen soon" he says "okay what I'm about to say is going to be awkward, are you ready?" he asks me and i say yes, how awkward could it be

"so its kind of like when women have periods, except for you its not a period it more of a mating thing, when its your mating time your body rejects the sunlight pill and it only wants your partner" wow he was right this was awkward

my face heats up "aigoo" I say "what do I do?" I ask him "well I'm going to be honest okay?, well the feeling won't go away till you mate" he says and I could tell he also felt awkward

I groan "is this only a female vampire thing?" I ask cause literally this isnt fair, everything happens to the women, we have periods for a whole week and we can get pregnant and go through pain like what the hell

"jungkook goes through it to, right now he's freaking out and all he wants to do is to see you" he says "okay okay okay okay" I say in frustration, I honestly dont think I'm ready yet for one I have only been dating kookie for a short amount of time but I can tell already that we will be together for a long time

and for two the first time is always so weird and awkward, "what happens if we dont do this and we refuse to mate?" I ask him

"well for one the feeling won't go away till you mate with someone, that feeling can be so overwhelming that you mate with another person" he says "yeah um I dont want to cheat on jungkook and I dont want him to cheat on me soooo" I say and stand up

"how long till it gets overwhelming?" I ask "just like periods, in a week" I was afraid of that answer, I sigh "okay, but if we do have to mate I want all of you out of the house okay" I say with seriousness

"it'll be awkward enough with just him so I don't want to do it knowing that you guys are in the house while we do it, so like go to the beach or something" I say

"okay fine, sorry I got to go and get dinner, ill see you at 8?" he says and asks "yeah ill be over there around then" I say and hang up

I sigh, ill have to wait till dark to get my clothes, I walk back inside and go back up into harins room "where's your bag?" she asks looking at me weirdly "I decided to just get it when I need it" I shrug and smile at her