saviour || ethan

8 || comfort

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We arrived at home and I sat on the couch still cuddled up with the blanket

" I'll make you some hot chocolate to warm you up " ethan suggested

" alright , thank you " I smiled

" no problem " he said returning the smile then walked into the kitchen to make the hot chocolate

I went on his phone , he told me the password and played some songs that I use to listen to

Broken hearted girl by Beyoncé

I started singing the lyrics

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could've been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me, how is that?
You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart
You're the only one
And though there are times when I hate you 'cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you, it pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day
I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no, no
I don't want a broken heart
And I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
I'm no broken-hearted girl
There's something that I feel I need to say
But up till now I've always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out
You say you got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel your not deserving of me
And still you're in my heart
But you're the only one
And, yes, there are times when I hate you, but I don't complain
'Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh, but now I don't hate you; I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day
I don't wanna be without you, baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, baby
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no, no
I don't want a broken heart
And I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooo
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, yeah
Ain't got to be afraid; my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I don't wanna be without you, baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, baby
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no, no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl, no, no
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

I was singing my heart out

I hear footsteps and turn around to see ethan standing there in shock

His mouth was wide open while his eyes popped out making me laugh

" what " I ask confused

" wtf you never told me " he said surprised

" told you what " I asked still confused

" that you could sing " he said

" oh . Yeah . It's been my hobby since I was a little child . I just never told anyone or sang in front of anyone only my mum " i explained

He nodded his head

" you got a beautiful voice , a voice of an angel " he said with a smile

" thank you " I said blushing

He gave me the hot chocolate and sat down next to me

" can I move closer " he asked shyly

" of course " I said smiling

It was very nice that he asked , very respectful

He moved up closer and wrapped his arm around me

I move closer to him and rest my head on his chest

" how are you " he asked

" I'm better than I was before . I feel cared for , loved and protected ever since my mum passed away . I never thought I'd see a smile on my face ever again but you changed that . You came into my life and turned it upside down , you saved me ethan . I can't ever thank you enough for that . I know I wanted to end everything but you now showed me that things do get better even if it takes years or months to happen , God always has a better plan " I said with a smile

" of course , I'm glad I saved you and met someone like you . People like you in this world are very rare . I'm happy we have each other . " he said

I smiled and nodded

" yeah " I agreed

He got the tv remote and put on a movie

We cuddled up while I drank my hot chocolate

It felt nice to be in his arms , he was very warm and cosy

He could be a cuddly teddy that you can cuddle anytime you need warmth , love or comfort

I'm happy that he was the one that saved me , not anyone else

He's one in a million , it's not easy to find someone like him

He's different from everyone else

And that's what I love about him