•Nova•
i barely got sleep. i kept tossing and turning, as well as crying. i couldn't help but shake the feeling that i had made Zion feel as if he had to change. that he had to be with me. that he had to be here for this baby. of course i was upset that he didn't want it. that hurt more than anything but i would never force him into being in my babies life. i wish he was honest and attempted to talk to me about it, instead of just acting like he was happy when he wasn't.
i wipe away the stray tears before throwing my comforter from off my body. heading towards my bathroom, i was my face and then brush my teeth before getting ready for the day. i grab some leggings, along with a dressy shirt. pulling my hair into a ponytail, i head towards the kitchen, making me blueberry bagels with some orange juice.
"good morning" Eli says
i give him a smile before grabbing my food and heading towards the living room, propping up my feet.
"so, i was thinking we could hang out today? me, you, and Claire? if your up to it?" he questions taking a seat beside my feet
"i'd love too, Eli. it's just what i need" i smile, giving him a hug
"good because we are leaving in thirty minutes" he says
"then you better go brush your teeth and get dressed brother" i laugh
he rushes quickly to the guest room, no doubt it being a mess considering it had been guy central the last couple of months. i was dreading going in there, knowing the horrors that only await.
"i hope your ready pretty lady" Claire says plopping down on the couch
"i am, don't worry" i chuckle
"i heard what happened bubs. how are you feeling?" she asks leaning her head against the couch beside mine
"i'm okay. well, as okay as i can be. i just wish he was honest with me about it from the beginning" i sigh
"i know but you still have us. even if he doesn't want any part of it, i'll be here and i'm happy to step in" she smiles
"thank you Claire bear" i say hugging her arm
