LIAR | QUEEN AU

Chapter 3 - I'll Be Right On Time And I'll Dress So Fine

Dear Diary,

It's been two months since I've written in this thing. Damn, I'm sorry. I've just been so busy with this whole spy training. I hope later on I don't have to report everyday because it's tiring.

I feel drained. I never really got sleep before, but this is intense.

At least something's gonna happen soon. I've been excelling at training apparently, although it has caused my school grades to dip a bit, so they're going to let me on to my first mission!

I can't believe I'm actually excited for this. I suppose I should be. I've worked my ass off for this. Roger's been very vague about what threat I'm supposed to be "saving the world" from, but I trust him. I believe that if this is what life has set for me, then I guess I gotta do it.

It's been hard to hide it from my family. They've obviously noticed my grade drop and have tried to ask me about it, but I can't really give them a reason. It's funny. They never noticed my phone changed. They're too busy with their own things, I guess.

Anyways, I've gotten closer to Brian and Freddie. Fred was quick to take me under his wing. He's sassy, but in a good way. Very bubbly and charismatic. Quite flirtatious, but I assume he's like that with everyone. Rog still bugs me about Veronica, but he's also sprinkling a little Freddie in there.

Which I hate.

He says I'm trying to ignore the truth and that soon I'll realize it, but that b*tch can say what he wants. I don't like Fred in that way. He's f*cking five years older than me! An adult!

But I still think Freddie's a good friend. I wish I could get closer to him, like how I am with Roger. But Rog seems to have the mentality than anyone I talk to is someone I fancy.

Brian's nice. He's kind of the only sane one of the four of us. Calm and collected. Also smart as f*ck. He helps me and Rog with homework.

I don't admit it to them, but I kinda like this whole spy thing. I like our friendship. They've been nothing but warm to me. I'm getting my mission report tonight with the three of them, but for now I've gotta go to school.

Oh right! School with Roger is somewhat weird now that we are both spies, but it's been chill. Miami is still there to keep an eye on us two. But yeah, life's been insane.

~ Signing off, J Deacon

I did my morning routine like always before school. Julie has given me my cheese on toast right's back, which I'm really jolly about! What I hope is that I get a good sleep tonight. I can feel the eye bags weighing down my eyes.

Each step down the stairs was hard. I was sore after training with Freddie. He says I'm getting better, I just hope he means it. He tries his best not to be too hard on me or hurt my feelings about my progress, but I can tell he's silently laughing.

It's alright. I've become more of a member in the engineering center on Brian's end of the program. I've contributed to a few ideas and the making of creations. Miami is considering making me an on-field engineer. It's something along the lines as being there to assist if there are devices needed to be made or fixed on the spot. He and Bri say I work well under pressure, so I suppose that's why.

I finally made it down those devil steps. I quickly munched on my cheese on toast, as I was running late, and leaped into the car.

Even with my headphones on, I could still hear my Mum and Julie screech out lyrics to BTS. I don't tell them I don't like them because they enjoy it, but it does get annoying. I don't get the hype. The one thing I don't like about Veronica is that she's caught up in the craze as well.