My Love

Chapter Twenty Eight

Justin's p.o.v.

I stood there, in front of the door for quite some time before I felt my Moms hand on my shoulder. "Justin? Honey are you okay?" She whispered as she walked around me and gently unclenched my fist apart. I didn't say anything for a moment. I just stood there, completely still. I cant believe Scooter had the guts to tell me I couldn't see Mya again. He was supposed to be the one person to support me in anything. But out of all people, I never thought he would be the person to say that.

I guess I made my Mom worried. She started touching my face and calling my name. I took a deep breath. "I'm fine Mom. I'm actually pretty tired. I think I'm gonna head to bed. Goodnight." I said as I leaned down and gently kissed her cheek.

"Goodnight sweetheart." She called after me as I walked up the stairs to my bedroom. I don't know what to think. I don't know what to do. Everyone is telling me I'm moving too fast, and that I shouldn't have asked Mya to be my girlfriend. Maybe they are right. Maybe I should have waited a little while longer. No, you know what, I'm happy with my decision. I'm glad I did what I did. Mya makes me happy. And no one is gonna make me think I did the wrong thing. Not my mom, not my dad, not even Scooter.

I walked into my room and closed the door. I threw on a pair of basketball shorts and took my shirt off. I laid in my bed and played on my phone for a little while. It was getting late and eventually I fell asleep.

The next morning I woke up on the floor. How did I end up on the floor? Don't ask me, I have no idea. I shrug and stand up and head towards the bathroom. I quickly get a shower and dress my self for the day and head down stairs for breakfast. Mom wasn't down their so I assume she's still sleeping. I grab a bowl from the cabinet and pour my self some cereal. I take my time eating and when I finish I put my bowl in the sink.

I decide to go and watch some television and just relax. I sprawl out on the couch and turn on the tv and turn it to some cartoon. As I'm laying there watching it I feel my phone vibrate, I check it to see a text from Ryan.

Ryan

Aye man wanna hang out? Play some call of duty or something?

I smile, man did I miss him. I quickly texted back.

To Ryan

Yeah for sure come on over mom won't care.

I set my phone down and begin watching the cartoon again. About 15 minutes later I heard a knock on the door. I get up to answer it. I swing the door open and smile when I see Ryan standing there. "Aye Ryan! Long time no see!" I said as me and him do our hand shake. "Yeah its been awhile. How are you?" Ryan asked as we walked back into the living room. "I've been good. Heard you got a yourself a girl!" I joke before I get up and set up the xbox.

He laughed before looking down at his feet. "Yeah I did. Her names Ashley. She's amazing. She makes me happy." He said as he ran his fingers thru his hair. "Awe Ryan's blushing!" I joke as I lightly push him. We both laugh before grabbing a controler.

"I'm happy for ya Ry." I quickly say as I look over at him and smile. He smiles back, "Thanks man it means a lot. And speaking of girlfriends I heard you got yourself a girl as well." He said as he wiggled his eyebrows. Now it was my turn to blush. "Yeah her names Mya." I say as I smile at the thought of her. "Well how did you meet her?" He asked as he paused the game and looked over at me.

"I actually met her on tour. She was the One Less Lonely Girl." I said. "Ahh that's how you picked her up. Huh?" He joked. I chuckled. "Its not like that. She's a sweet and charming girl. I like her a lot." I say as I look down and think about how everyone else thinks we moved to fast. I soon felt Ryan's hand on my arm. "Why the sad face? If your into her that's nothing to be ashamed about Justin." He said sincerely. I smiled at his effort.