Am I 'Absolute'?

39: We need a break

We need a break: Sun 4/Aug/19

There you go again, it seems I'm always watching you leave me because of another disease, another infection, another fever, another coughing blood, another puking, another agony, another rattling lung, another low platelets, another searing pain, another blood, another infusion, another surgery, another doctor, another kidney malfunction, another ambulance, another hospital, another paramedic, another emergency, another hair loss, another stent replacement, another lump, another tear, another fear, another worry, another exhaustion, another thing, another problem, another and another and another and another another, when will it be enough!?!
When can I take a breath?

Unique's notes- say it all in one breath, slow enough that you can clearly say each sentence and that's how it feels.