(There will be swearing)
Friday 13/Dec/19:
Because now you are gone
I will jump from the bridge
And drown
Drown in the agony
Of what you have left
And what you haven't
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I fucking hate the world without you in it.
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Thinking about the future and knowing you won't be there, well it's fucking terrifying.
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Everyone told me you couldn't prepare yourself for someone's death.
They were wrong, I died with her a long time ago.
She takes the last wheezing breath.
And now I'm also dead and hollow.
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I've been exhausted and breaking apart for the past five years, it's just finally showing outwardly because
God's promises were what held me together
But finally I see those promises for what they truly are:
Lies. Utter lies.
Now I'm in pieces on the floor.
And I just want to die
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How do you tell a 7 year old brother
About their mother's love
When she is gone?
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Artists:
Hobo Johnson and the Love Makers
Florence + The Machines
Alec Benjamin
The Paper Kites
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It's a cosmic slap
To die on your birthday
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He walks in and checks on her
Then leaves
He comes back to see just in case
She is awake
But life isn't born out of mercy
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PoetryMostly poems and art, some quotes and short stories. Not everything is an original of mine, so if it isn't I will state so on the page. 😊 Also: Helloooo! Oh my gosh! #1 in original poems!!
